Baby tink

Bye bye...

2010-01-02T21:50:00.000-08:00

Sooooo...

i've decided to delete this blog...

It's done me well BUT it has a lot of bad memories... A lot of ranting and things that i don't want to remember...

So, 2010, out with the old in with the new...

Shall be changing my blog address etc...

Shall delete blog in the afternoon :)

BYEEEEEEEE

Everyone has a split personality ..... <3

2010-01-02T21:09:00.000-08:00

By lpamymae at 2010-01-02

Mafia :)

2009-12-18T02:41:00.000-08:00

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By lpamymae at 2009-12-18

KL road trip!

2009-12-05T21:36:00.001-08:00

Thursday night went out with Hen... Ran around doing Christmas shopping, new look shopping hehe... and some other things...

Slept for one hour then woke up at 5:30am to leave for KL on Friday....

Reached KL about lunch time and played at sunway lagoon till 6pm ( I was so cld in KL! ).

Went for dinner, night market, KLCC then started to drive back home, Singaporeeee :)

Reached Home about 5am....

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Rock climbing, anyone ?

2009-11-30T06:18:00.001-08:00

Hardest shoot ever!

Try climbing in 6" heels and a dress!

Great fun though! :)

By lpamymae, shot with DSC-T700 at 2009-11-30

By lpamymae at 2009-11-30

1920's

2009-11-26T10:17:00.000-08:00

By lpamymae at 2009-11-26

Modeling for Jen su clothes

2009-11-21T01:27:00.003-08:00

The snow ball is starting to roll and i love it...

By lpamymae at 2009-11-21

After the shoot we took some pics :)

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:)

2009-11-04T04:30:00.000-08:00

I'm a happy bunny!...

I can't explain how good my relationship is with my family now..

Love them so so sooooo much!...

Things are so great...

I look back at the past and cringe and the things i did. They told me so and they were right..

Things are different now, in a good way :)

Think i'm getting old, ahhah

HAPPYYYYY :)

Edited goth shoot

2009-11-03T04:00:00.000-08:00

By lpamymae at 2009-11-03

Halloween

2009-11-01T01:47:00.000-07:00

House party at mine, mothers idea with all sorts of crazy games,

Had my makeup done by Lily,

Went to Zhiwei house to celebrate halloween with the guys,

Went to pick up Megan at zirca,

Had a good chat with Danny :)

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By lpamymae at 2009-11-01

Gothic shoot

2009-10-25T18:58:00.000-07:00

By lpamymae at 2009-10-25

Rant.....

2009-10-14T21:14:00.000-07:00

I just need to rant a little bit :)..... WHY, does one tiny room need THREE aircons on the whole day ?!.... Especially when everyone in the room is cold and wearing coats and jumpers ?!??! Makes no sense ! When i ask if we can turn the one of, that is blowing on me, it will get turned of and then the women will turn it back on after ten minutes!.... She's scared of getting to hot!..... So let me get this straight miss, we all have to freeze our ass of cos YOU are scared of getting hot ?!..... Grrrrr.... On a wayyyyyy happier note, I'M GOING TO SOUTH AFRICA! ^.^

Birthday celebration

2009-10-11T04:13:00.000-07:00

Dinner at Kinara on Thursday with my lovely parents :)

Friday was dinner with Christian and then a drink at Zirca..

Saturday in the day was shopping with mummy :)

Night time was a club hopping headache!...

But a lot of fun!...

Acid bar with the Zoo gang,

Attica stop of to check out the Carnival theme, amazing!....

Social club for a R'n'B event with derrick, Ziyi and pop,,

O bar with pitz and Ronny,

Play with maria and gang...

Crazy weekend of birthday celebrations :)

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By lpamymae at 2009-10-11

By lpamymae, shot with DSC-T700 at 2009-10-11

Bangs...

2009-10-02T06:32:00.001-07:00

By lpamymae at 2009-10-02

The wedding

2009-09-30T05:14:00.000-07:00

Alec and shar got married!..... Such a beautiful wedding!... The theme was 'Enchanted forest' She looked amazing!.. Really like a princess :) It was great to see everyone again. Lots of hugs and chit chat everywhere i turned.. Our table was a perfect group.. Charlene, Tines, Julius, David, Amanda, Amanda boyfriend and meeeee :)... I think we were the loudest table as well... hehe The food was nice, fish, noodles, veg, chicken and some other yummy things :) Charlene and i arrived about 7pm and watched the vows take place by the pool side. So moving, i think i almost cried... :) When the first course was served all the lights were turned of and the waiters all walked in with the plates down the aile with candles, looked amazing. There was a zoo video from everyone that we watched... Really really lovely :) They also showed the brothers and Alec going to collect Shar in the morning... With all the crazy things they had to do. ( Arthur asked me to be a 'brother' for his wedding on the 12th December! ) Tines sang a song for their first dance... It was very romantic... :) I will have to meet up with them all soon! :) Oh, one more thing, Yans baby girl has grown sooooo much!.. I remember when i went to Yans house to see her when she was first born and she was tinyyyyy.. So tiny that she couldn'teven wear the new born clothes we got her!... Such a darling now... :) By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30 By lpamymae at 2009-09-30

Manos Al Aire

2009-09-23T03:19:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fON4uyhkYl8

Sakit

2009-09-21T05:01:00.001-07:00

You know your sick when it's 7:50pm, not even 8pm, and you are half asleep.. Feel so yuck!... I have body ache, headache, running nose and sneezing... :(

Mummy is home at last. Missed her.

May go to the Dr tomorrow, i shall see how i feel in the morning.. Going to go to sleep now...

Night night..

Love you mummy.

Also to who ever called me earlier on a private number, enough ok. Go and find something better to do... Heavy breathing and screaming down the phone?.. Please.... Stop it ok..

Feeling a bit lost and confused about so much and so many different people...... Loved ones, friends.... Confusing.

Need for speed

2009-09-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

Last night the dog ate my trainers :( Now i have to fork out money to buy a new pair :(

Any way, today was the need for speed event.

Have you ever felt that you don't belong somewhere?... Outcasted...

I'm so exhausted from today. I think i have blisters on the bottom of my feet.

I think i have a cold :(

It's 9:30pm and i need to go and sleep... Night night...

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By lpamymae at 2009-09-20

By lpamymae, shot with DSC-T700 at 2009-09-20

Malay lessons

2009-09-17T18:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i had my Malay class. I read this story about a butterfly :) A very nice story.... Then all the words i didn't know, he made me write down and explained them to me. After he explained them he made me write a sentence with each word :) I learnt:

Saya sedang minum
Saya termenung
Tumpat itu jauh
Saya kelihatan sakit kerana saya lapar
Kelly kelihatan seperti lelaki
Saya duduk dalam starbucks tadi
Saya teramat lapar, saya teramat lapar kerana saya tak makan
saya kelihatan hairanan ke dia
Yang itu beg saya
Awak nampak dia

Slept early last night after watching an episode of GOSSIP GIRL! Love it love it love it!.. :)

Dinner at st.james

2009-09-15T22:58:00.001-07:00

Last night was very entertaining if i do say so myself. My table had Melvin on it and that was it... Consider the night full of laughs... At one stage he lifted up his top, pulled up his boxers, let his fat hang out and with a mouthful of food said " I could be a AX model, right" Hahhaha. After dinner there was this ice cream that comes in little packets and our table was given 3 pots filled with them.. The rest of the table took two pots and the other pot Melvin took. He then decided to challenge me in rock, paper.. Who ever lost had to eat one. He lost every round! Hahahha... He ate something like 15 packets!... After dinner we all walked over to "The lobby" for drinks and entertainment. It just got funnier and funnier.. Q, the new guy, showed me how to poo whilst not sitting down.. I was laughing so hard... Then Aziz spoke to Jerry and Vivian for some time. Didn't get home till 1am ish.. Shall upload the pictures of Melvin, in his model form, later.. hahahha

From my mum.....

2009-09-15T01:32:00.000-07:00

Took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough,he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad,I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.'

Sunday fun

2009-09-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today i went to town and jalan - jalan at raffles for a while alone.. Nice to have some alone time... :) Then Z and Mel called me so i went to meet them at Timber.. There was some singer there... Her voice was VERY nice!... The husky kind... Nice :) It was to hot though and no where to sit so we decided to go and catch a movie instead.. Z drove so we went to Cini... We didn't know what to do for half an hour before the film so we went to do Neo-Prints... Damn fun! Hahha.. The only film showing early was district 9 and Z really wanted to watch it so we got tickets... IT WAS THE WORST SHOW EVER OK! lol... Mel walked out half way because she said it was to scary HAHAH! It's not scary at all, just really really gross to the core!... I pity the little Alien and the father... So sad... Got home and then decided to go over to bucks to see my fwendsssss.... So now i am sitting in bucks with my caramel latte.. About to go home though. Early start tomorrow and i'm sleepy.. Night night :)
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By lpamymae, shot with DSC-T700 at 2009-09-13
By lpamymae, shot with DSC-T700 at 2009-09-13
By lpamymae, shot with DSC-T700 at 2009-09-13

Ichat giggles

2009-09-12T21:24:00.001-07:00

Ichat giggles with Lisa :)

By lpamymae at 2009-09-12

Simple Saturday...

2009-09-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

Today was a very simple day :)

I went to Laguna with the family and sun tanned for a little while.. Getting a tan again! :)

Then i went home and skated for an hour.. Trying to exercise a little bit more here and there, plu the competition is coming up.. :)

After that i went home and showered and Ah pu picked me up in a taxi and we went to this condo in Hougang to celebrate his girl friends 21st birthday :)

Nice place.. A simple get together, with a buffet and music... Nice :)

After that Ah pu, his brother and I went over to Clark quay. To Nova, Val was in charge of a glow party... So we went there to say hi... Not a bad place, but i didn't go in, just looked from outside.. It's just a bar playing R'n'B..

I had a shock... I was sitting in the "waiting area" and B walked past!... I was =o... Funny feeling... Strange seeing him after so long!...

I just got home.. 11:30, going to watch gossip girls now and relax :)

Nighty night everyoneeeeee :)

Singapore X-games, edited pictures :)

2009-09-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

Edited pictures of the X-games...

Amazing...

Yasutoko and Trev on the skate board...

Wowwwwwwwwww

Birthday boy!

2009-09-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

Went down to St.james last night to give Wan a little celebration :)

Mummy made a cake for him and everyone to eat :)

Was soooooo yummy!... Everyone loved it :)

Then i gave him a card and this little "cheque book". It's got all these things that he can get his friends to do for him when he gives them a "cheque" lol..

See my card....

"Birthday boy ----> yes you"

lol

Oki, going to skate now....

need to change my wheels and bearings, arghhh!....

Actually just need to change my skates!

Angel

2009-09-04T01:54:00.000-07:00

Such an angel... :)

Curry and cartoon :)

2009-09-03T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to little India with mum :) Good day. Went to get the things she needed to make her curry.

Mum cooked a scrummy scrummy curry last night!..

The best curry i have ever had... :)

There was Chicken, Beef, Cheese, Rice, Home made naan bread, home made samosa....

AMAZING!...

After dinner i went down to st.james to collect the tray from Barnone :)...

Packed up some rice, chicken and beef for Rid and took it with me :)...

I sat at the outside bar and had a chat with Aziz about a few things for a while..

Good chat :).

He saw the picture i drew and loved it, he started laughing like crazy. All the bouncers loved it as well :)...

Aziz wanted to put it on the door at PH lol....

I went in, found Rid and passed him the food. I had a chat with him for a little while as well.. Then he walked me out to get a taxi safely. :).

Got home, had my shower and went to my bed...

Today at work they were praying to keep the ghosts away and had a BIG table with all this stuff on it..

I didn't like it though and it was so smelly and hot, so i just went down to have a look then i went back upstairs..

Best be of, going to sleep now.. Going to take a cake to someone tomorrow!

Exciting stuff!..

Love birthdays!

^.^

" A tiny flower lent not given to bud on earth and bloom in heaven always in our thoughts and forever in our hearts. Our darling angel worthy of ever lasting love."

Hols, you really are my best friend.. Thank you so much, love you.

Fun and games at home...

2009-08-31T23:45:00.000-07:00

Last night i grabbed my drink from starbucks and saw Derrick for a while there...

when i got home it was like stepping into a mad house!....

Was such a funny evening.

From tampons up my nose to bananas and beers in the bathroom lol....

Was a good feast last night :)....

Mama even drew hena on my foot!... :)

Bananas in the bathrom?!

My mama drew this for me!

Our feast.... :)

Tonight mum is cooking curry...

Aside to CBF and Ken...: FROM SCRATCH! lol

:)

2009-08-31T01:13:00.001-07:00

I'm so happy.

I'm back to skating and i LOVE it..

My whole body is aching again but it feels good.. lol

Singapore X-games

2009-08-29T12:25:00.000-07:00

Today and yesterday i went to watch the X-games at East coast.

AMAZING!

Was such a good weekend.

Went for dinner on saturday, we all had a feast, with chicken wings, burgers and sugarcane with lemon, Super duper yummy!

Today was the finals, but it rained :( .

Whislt we were waiting for the ground to dry up to see if they could continue the finals we all sat at the lagoon drinking tea and coffee and talking about everything under the sun lol...

Due to the rain though the floor was so wet that the semi-finals couldn't go ahead and they had to take the scores from yesterday.

I want these skates!...

LOVE them!....

Want them, want them, want them!...

These are the skates i want!... No others.....

I was wearing these on Saturday and Sunday, i tried my friends, they are so comfortable and stable!

Tonight i had dinner at lagoon, such a feast!... A good meal....

With Sting ray and all sorts of other stuff thati can't even spell, lol...

To top the day of... Look who i got a picture with!!....

Trav!

Takeshi Yasutoko was there as well!

AMAZING!

Attitude...

2009-08-28T22:17:00.001-07:00

What is your bloody problem!....

Arghhhh can't take it, tired or what i don't know, but stop venting it on me!!!!!!

Going down to the X-games now...

Bye :)

Friday night

2009-08-28T09:55:00.001-07:00

Just got home..

I went to Barnone at st.james. Met Josh and the crew, it was "Sinceres" birthday...

( really, that is her name, Sincere, hehe.. cool right ?! )

I had about 5 or 6 different people ask me questions. They all thought i was working there. Hahahha.

They kept asking me if i could let them in and how long would they have to wait and stuff, lol.

Think it was because i was wearing my blazer and talking to Rid, Dino, Apai and all...

I actually didn't drink this, it was Josh's! He wanted me to pose lol

Some of it leaked on to my face ahahhahaha...

Dad called me, told me something, so i went back...

When i went down to pass Rid his stuff, there were these three Western girls trying to get in. They showed Rid their ID. However even i could see how young they were!.. They must of been like 15 maximum!.. They looked so young!

So silly, needless to say, they didn't get in.

I passed Rid his stuff and guess what, he got me chocolates!

I was so surprised!

So sweet

I ate three on the way home, hehe...

Sooooo yummy!

Thankyou!

Watching national treasure: Book of secrets now.

Night night :)

All i want is a thankyou, is that so bloody hard ?!

Our house in Australia... Part 3!

2009-08-27T19:32:00.000-07:00

More of the house is done!...

We have a fireplace and doors now! Looking good! :)

Love

2009-08-27T05:05:00.000-07:00

Oh, was reading a friends blog and i noticed a saying...

I feel it's very true...

It's if you have the strength to stay away that is that hard part...

"Love is like a butterfly... Chase it and it will fly away... but stay still and it will come to you"

Films

2009-08-27T04:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i watched a lot of films online :)

Watched, The orphan, UP, Bruno and i downloaded the hangover :)

Watching get smart now, going to watch slumdog after i think and chat to Wan on skype :)

Tomorrow i'm going to watch Final destination with my loves!.. in 3D! Waaaaa scary stuff :)

Cooked din din tonight...

Going to watch the rest of my film now.

Byeeeeeee :)

Better

2009-08-24T21:41:00.001-07:00

I do feel better from letting that out ^.^

Temper control

2009-08-24T21:17:00.000-07:00

ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sorry..

Just needed to vent that out, before i blow up at someone i shouldn't!

Why is it that when someone is wrong, they can't admit it, they just walk away from the situation and point fingers at others!?!?!....

When all you want to do is talk and explain.!!!...

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, i'm frustrated...

Got in SO much trouble from a certain someone because of another certain someone venting their stress on me!....

Must keep my cool.... I'm NOT going back to England... and i WILL prove you wrong that i am a good person..

I'm trying my god damn best at the moment.. I really am...

Don't comment.. I jsut need somewhere to let of steam... So that i can come back with a smile on my face and all happy happy...

Urban skate

2009-08-17T20:08:00.001-07:00

Ok, quickly let me rant and rave....

I AM independent ok!.... Well i can be... and what is wrong with discussing things !??!

Arghhh..... Sort it out!...

Grow up!

Ok, on a happier note, i feel great.. :)

Friends are all around me and it's all hunky dory... Dr.Riduan said i have to go see a Dr though if my caugh doesn't get better... Hahha....

It's not really a cough though.. In the middle of the night, two nights in a row, i woke up with a really horrible tickle in my thorat, and i cough and cough but it just wont go away, grrr....

Last night i was up at 2am AGAIN, because i couldn't sleep....

Messaged Ridaun at 2am complaining haha...

Sooooooo the weekend has just passed and we went urban skating!. ( i wanted to go to Chris, CBF, leaving party but i had agreed to go skating months and months and monthsssssss ago, so i coulnd't back out last minute )

However, it was good fun :)

At one point i was laughing so hard at vivian going up the hill that i couldn't het up the hill myself lol....

We skated all the way from, East coast McDonalds to Butter factory... :)

At one point Eddy skated of whilst we were skating, behind him, and we all went to hide in the toilets lol..... When he turned around he couldn't see us ahhahah....

Alex and i are thinking once a month we plan an urban skate.... but we shall plan different places to go... :)

I want my new skatesssssssssssss.... Found them :)

Keat and i are planning when to watch Bruno!!!...

It's out now!

I want to watch up as well!... Was supposed to watch with the "family" but everyone has been really really busy :(

Queens hair has gone BRIGHT red !! Looks great though,

Look!

and...

CBF................................. IS LEAVING TOMORROW :'(

Omg, going to miss my Gay Chinese best friend lol....

Uberrrrrr sad....

HUGGLES CHRIS!!!

REMEMBER YOUR ASIAN PRIDE!..

;)

More pics to come :)

Stay tuned!!!!!!!

;)

Dreams and nightmares

2009-08-17T00:42:00.000-07:00

Last night was horrid..

I didn't sleep well at all.

I had a horrible dream/nightmare....

Two people were in it. Three including me.

It was some kind of house and my parents had left. C had moved in with all his friends and he wouldn't come near me when i tried to talk to him. Then the house turned into some kind of hotel thing. Whilst waiting for the lift to my room "HE" was there, just watching me. Then C turned up as well.... The other one vanished and i was trapped with C... I tried talking to C and he flipped.. .

Went mental and started thrashing out at me...

Horrible dream..

Woke up at 3am in a really hot flush and all teary.

Takin back my love

2009-08-16T22:13:00.000-07:00

Go ahead

just leave

can't hold you, you're free

you take all these things if they mean so much to you

i gave you your dreams

cause you ment the world

so did i deserve to be left and hurt

you think i don't know

you're out of control

and then i'm findin' all of this from my boys

girl you're still cold you saving souls

you already know i'm not a touching material

i give it all up, but i'm taking back my love,

i'm taking back my love,

i've given you too much,

but i'm taking back my love,

i'm taking back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love

what did i do?

but give love to you

i'm just confused

as i'm staying here look at you

in front of your face

all is about me

go ahead keep your keys

its not what i need from you

you think that's enough

ENRIQUE "i do"

you made your self calm

ENRIQUE " oh yeah

how could you believe

i'm your girl

you're out of control

ENRIQUE "so what"

how could you let go

ENRIQUE "oh yeh"

don’t you know I’m not attached to material

I give it all up,

but I’m taking back my love,

I’m taking back my love,

I’ve given you too much,

but I’m taking back my love,I’m taking back my love, my love, my love

so all this love, I gave you take it away

you think material’s the reason I came

if I had nothing would u want me to stay?

you keep your money take it all away

I give it all up,

but I’m taking back my love,

I’m taking back my love,

I’ve given you too much,

but I’m taking back my love,

I’m taking back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love

Hot cross buns

2009-08-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

Found this :)

Made me smile..

My version of "hot cross buns"..

It was my first ever time ok!

Our house in Australia! part 2

2009-08-11T00:36:00.000-07:00

The house is really looking like a house now!..

It has glass windown and a staircase!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-08-10T20:17:00.000-07:00

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

What is wrong with some people?!?!?

All i ever did was try to be nice!...

Lend a shoulder,

Offer support,

Be there,

Listen.

Does it hurt to just have a simple conversation ?!?!?.....

Some people need to grow up and have adult conversations, not run away from "problems" that THEY are causing!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

NEW LOOK

2009-07-31T22:51:00.000-07:00

Daddy took me shopping at NEW LOOK!

When you can't stop crying, turn to your loved ones..

2009-07-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

Long story short, I'm still hurting.

Horrible day at work, like a zombi.

No mood to have long hair so now it's back to short.

The girls came and found me in town as they wanted to cheer me up..

Walked around for a while. I'm ok when i'm around people. So it was good.

They helped make me smile..

Tomorrow they want to make me look like a princess, i do love them...

I got lots of cuddles today.

My eyes are less blood shot now, still a little puffy but better :).. Makeup works wonders ;)

Got a banging head ache still from crying the whole night until the early morning :(...

Anywayyyyyyy, i'm a trooper ^.^

Just pray, hope and wait is all i can do now.

We went to the mac makeup store and Queen made me try on this BRIGHT red lipstick....

See the piccy below :)...

I didn't like it.. I look so pale at the moment :(

Hmmmm left them early and went over to kinara to meet mummy and daddy.

It's a curry place. Really nice...

They wanted to treat me to dinner, it was good.

They do love me and i do love them...When shit hits the fan they are there...

Daddy gave me money for New look shopping tomorrow =D

Tomorrow is the soft opening.

So daddy has to be there at 10am.

We will follow him to Ion and be there around 9:45am to see daddy open the doors =D

He said there is a HUGE shoes section..

CAN'T WAIT!

After the curry i FINALLY went in the new car :)

Dad put the roof down and drove down the ECP just for me :)

Was fun...

Made a stupid film. Was tearing up in the back because of certain reasons... but my mum was making me smile and laugh so it was ok...

Watch the video hehe, it's at the bottom of this page, but you'll have to turn ya head =/

I can't turn the film around heheh...

Sowieee..

Just spoke to darling Chris Bridger from England!

He was on Skype!

God, don't you just love the technology these days, it's great!

Hi Bridger! :)

ANG MOH... lol

Well i'm tired and emotional so i guess i should get some rest...

Tomorrow is Saturday.. please bring me good news :'(

Tears

2009-07-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

I don't understand...

Why me...

I thought it was ok... Everything was great.

I had never been so happy.

I feel used, and thrown aside.

I'm not important...

Don't do this to me

Why....

:'(

FML reversed :)

2009-07-29T21:10:00.000-07:00

Hmmm yesterday had it's ups and downs.

Had a FML at one point. Couldn't see C.H.

Then mum told me i could! =D

SO NO MORE FML! =D

Was so happy! She really is a star ( even though we do fight ).....

So i was super super happy after that and started to take stupid pictures with my collegues because i knew i was going to see C after work =D

Then made a stupid video with Halil aahhah..

They do make me chuckle :)

Went to see C after work.. Jumped into a HUGEEEE cuddle the minute i saw him =D

Soooooooooooo happy!

Feel a bit sad for him though as i know he didn't want to come back.

Did something bad today and wrong.. Borrowed $2 for the bus from my 9 year old brother this morning. Then asked him not to tell and i would pay him when i got home.

It was because i didn't have any coins and i didn't think and act in a responsible manner.

Now i look back, i'm such an idiot and not responsible. Asking my 9 year old brother if i could borrow money for the bus ?!?!

OMG amy... *slap*

Sigh... so yeh i did *fcuk* up this morning..

I have come up with a savings plan.... I'm going to plan out each month and put adie a certain amount... budget myself. Take the money out of my account that i want to use. Then leave the money i want to save in my account. Then when i go out leave my card at home. That way, i wont over spend because i will have to stick to my budget, the money that is in my wallet :)

I think it's a good idea :)

Oh and i spoke to Colin today! There is a biggggg get together in Idahoo next year.. It's a boys thing.

Then after, we were thinking of going to LA in a group!

It's not until June next year. So that is 11 months from now.

So we can all save and i can build up my leave from work...

Will be just nice..

Worked out that if i stick to my savings plan i will have $5,500..

Flights are about $1,800 - $2,000... Then a few $100 for my insurance then that will leave me with about $2,800 for spending...

We would stay in motels so not to spend so much on hotels,

and colin would drive =D....

LA UNIVERSAL!!!

Fingers crossed... Shall think more about it nearer the time.... :)

For now just save, even if it doesn't go to plan, it'll be good to save that money up :)...

Hmmm, shall upload the pics and video from yesterday tonight :)....

Byeeeeeeeeee

FML !!!

2009-07-29T01:27:00.000-07:00

YES, FML!!!!!

-.-

Sitting here and sobbing like a fool!

Like i said...

Like keeping alcohol away from a alcoholic who is in rehab!

Arghhhhh

2009-07-28T19:09:00.000-07:00

I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO TO THE AIRPORT!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG

This is really really hard!...

Like keeping alcohol away from an alcoholic in rehab -.-

SUCKS!

Stupid H1N1 scares -.-

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

marilyn monroe

2009-07-28T03:47:00.000-07:00

Monday night i was sitting downstairs with the parents and mum and i started to talk about feet lol..

I told her thank you for giving me nice feet haha..

Then she said her feet were like shit and i told her they weren't.

Then we looked at dads and started laughing.

His feet were so funny..

His toes reminded me of E.T's finger lol....

My foot...

Followed by mums...

Then came dads............ hahahahahahh..

After the foot fun mum and i went to the kitchen.

The fan started to blow her skirt and i started laughing saying it looked like Marilyn Monroe.

So then we started to mess about and do Marilyn monroe poses hahaha...

Then it just got silly lol..

All fun and games :)

Love you.....

I'm sooooo tired.. Time for sleep soon...

Brown or Blond ?

2009-07-27T19:44:00.001-07:00

I kind of miss my natural brown hair...

What you think ?

Dye it back to my nice dark brown again or leave it blond ?

Before

After

Dinner and Cinema

2009-07-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

Friday the 24th i went down to Vivo with colleagues to have dinner at a sea food restaurant.

The service was so bad!

We all shared different dishes. The food was ok i guess but i wouldn't go there again due to the BAD service.

We all went over to Barnone after... God fun.

Had a table waiting and a bottle of chivas for Jerry ahhah...

Jerry and everyone LOVED it there.

Great bands and a nice bar. Not to loud but fun.

Aziz got the magician for us again specially :)We thought Jerry was going to pass out from shock lol...

Aziz is great. He really made sure that everyone was ok and had a good time. :)

I did this race with Ryan, see the video. Red bull hahah... YUCK!

He won, but i swear he starts before me lol...

25th Saturday, was supposed to go to Sentosa with some people but work wanted myself and some others to keep Ryan entertained. So Cindy picked me up and we went to watch "The Hangover" with Ryan and Tracy from work in gold class at Vivo.

My first time in gold class..

It's AMAZING! I lOVE it!..

The seat transforms into beds, you get a blanket and a button to press if you want anything.

It's like first class on a plane! =D

Crazy!!!

I want to go again!

I want to watch "The hangover" again as well. It's so funny! I laughed non stop...

5/5 stars =D

Went to orchard after to go to the place Nicole suggested to fix my hair.

They are great!

Going to fix my hair next week :)

I went over to Ion shopping centre after the hair and met part of the "family"

Kent, CBF and Gaga ( aka Queen )

We started calling queen, gaga, because she got bangs like lady gaga hahhah...

WANA BE!

Just joking, we love you really ^.^

Walked around for a while, it's MASSIVE!

Amazing!

I didn't really look very well because had to get home for dinner. I want to go again! :)

New look is now opening next weekend now.

Two floors =D

Oh, i tried on a straw hat and LOVE it! I want a straw hat... Hmm where to get a nice one from? :)

I think it looked good.

Would look good on a beach with a bikini :)

Got home and mum had cooked a curry. So much food! Onion ball things, rice, chicken curry, beef curry, cheese curry, bread and some other things.

So much!

Was really yummy :)

Going to get a early night.

So tired.

My eyes are really blood shot.

Even mum noticed it.. Eyes do hurt :(

Oh one more thing.

I really hurt my foot today :(

My glass filled with candle wax was on the window ledge and when i pulled my curtain open it knocked the candle of. The glass fell straight onto my foot. I teared up and cried right away. So painful. Couldn't walk on it and had to sit on my bed for sometime.

You know the pain when something hurts so bad that you feel like being sick..

It was like that :(

Bruised and tender now :(

Come home...

Please :'(

Our house in Australia!

2009-07-23T23:52:00.000-07:00

Parents are building a house in Brisbane =D It's looking great! Mummy sent me the pictures the other day..I can't wait to see the final result. It's going to look very very nice.Games room for daddy, library for mummy... and a nice pool out back with a bbq pit =D Mummy and daddy went over a few months back to choose all the tiles and colours for everything. The kitchen is going to look amazing! :)Excited and happy for the rents =D

A few weeks ago..

Now it has the complete roof and windows! :)

Love this! :)

2009-07-23T20:07:00.000-07:00

LOVE this picture :)

It looks like something that would be in a magazine....

Look at the background!

Looks amazing!

NEW LOOK!

2009-07-23T01:46:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OGM OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!

NEW LOOK IS FINALLY OPENING IN SINGAPORE!

mummy just messaged me and confirmed that the shop will be opening this Saturday in the new shopping centre, ion, in Orchard!!!!!

OOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGG!

Waited so long! Everyone go down and check it out.. The clothes and shoes are GREAT!

There is a guys section as well with great logo t-shirts!

Check the website...

wooooooooooooo

www.newlook.com

Funny cartoons

2009-07-23T01:02:00.000-07:00

My colleague sent me these funny cartoons

hehehe

Tired

2009-07-21T08:56:00.001-07:00

It's midnight, can't wait, need to sleep.

I will be up at 6am again...

This sucks....

I think i pulled something in my back.

Hurts really badly :(

running or skating ??? :(

owwwwwww...

I did my first drop in today.. It was a small one but i did it! :)

H1N1

2009-07-20T18:15:00.000-07:00

Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset

Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset

Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset

Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset

Upset Upset upset

Upset Upset

Upset

Stupid H1N1.....

Arghhhhh!

goodnight

2009-07-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

I'm tired.

Headache from hell.

Moody....

Emotional...

Another joke... ^.^

2009-07-19T18:50:00.000-07:00

John: It's my wife's birthday today.

Peter: What's your gift to her?

John: I asked her what she wanted.

Peter: What did she say?!

John: Anything, as long a there are DIAMONDS.

Peter: what did you get her?!

John: Playing cards

ICHAT

2009-07-19T08:38:00.000-07:00

ICHAT is GREAT but it's strange...

That you are so close to someone yet so far...

Going to my beddy now...

Wipe those tears and sleep with my teddy bear :)

Reality shows

2009-07-19T03:00:00.000-07:00

I have to say that i have done nothing the whole weekend hehe..

But it's good... I've stayed at home the whole weekend.. watching reality shows lol..

Last night i played pool with my parents and cousin Norman at blooies for a while then went home and watched "The city" till 1am and today i have watched "The making of girlicious" a super bitchy show!

Spoke to chris this morning on ICHAT! He arrived in America safely.... It was 10pm on Saturday for him and it was 1pm on Sunday for me when i spoke to him... Strange eh..

Spoke to Nikki on ICHAT for a while as well... She showed me her hair extensions on webcam.... I was like "YOU HAVE EXTENSIONS?!?!?" haha.... But hers are a MUCH better job then mine...

I want to dye my hair a nice dark brown as well.. I don't want to be a fake blond... Makes me look fake and you can see the roots... :(

Hmm thinking of Loreal, do it your self dye...

Maybe ask mummy to do it for me ^.^

Oh mummy is getting her belly pierced tomorrow! =D

How cool is that ?! hahaha...

Listened to this melody just now and it made me all sad and teary.... :(

It's ok.... 10 days :)....

Positive thinking ^.^

Night night

2009-07-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

Miss you...

Sweet dreams....

Harry potter

2009-07-17T22:32:00.000-07:00

Last night there was some "event" for the harry potter film. All these big organizations got free tickets to watch the harry potter film. So st.james had a guest list of 5 people and i was given the 5 tickets ^.^

I asked Hussey, Maria, brother dustbin and jiasiant if they wanted to go and they did.... =D

Met Hussey and got a Ben and Jerry milkshake each.. mmmm yummy... but so expensive! Two milkshakes came to $22! Also the women that served us was on something! hahhahah, she was like so giggly, hyper and jumping all over the place... Strange women =/

Then Dustbin showed up and we went to collect the tickets... Waited outside the cinema for all the organizations to turn up. Whilst waiting these camera men made me and Dustbin shout happy birthday Singapore... *Hide my head in shame* Chris ran away like a chicken hahha... =p

Really needed to pee so went to the bathrooms and it was like a western movie setting in the toilets ?!?! lol....

Jiasiant and maria turned up and we started with the picture taking again =p

Went inside to take our seats then decided we wanted popcorn so Maria and I went to get some SWEET popcorn ^.^

Then we only wanted the really sticky sweet pieces so we were searching throw the pot and taking all the good pieces of pop corn out ahhaha.. Then started to throw the pieces we didn't want at Dustbin lol...

Then filled his shoe with pop corn hahhah...

We got really bored waiting for the film to start -.-

Supposed to start at 8:30, didn't start till 10:00!! Had these three people come in and talk to us for ages about... ummm.... ( Not sure we were talking, taking pictures and not listening, hehe )

Left the film after about half an hour =/

I was so tired and we all worked out that the film wouldn't finish till about 1am.. To late, wouldn't of reached home till 2am!

So left at about 11, got home by 11:30.. Has my shower and went on ichat for a while :)

Slept at around 12:30.

Had a wake up call very early this morning to help me get up :)

Chris got a taxi to my house and i jumped in and headed for the airport...

Checked in, found out that his dad had put him in business class on the new SQ plane.... so good... :)

The flight is all together around 23 hours and he has to take 3 or 4 planes and then drive up a mountain to his house =/

So business class is needed :)

Headed to McDonalds for some Milo and muffins! :)

Mmmm yummy ^.^

Went to change singapore money to American money and then said our goodbyes

Very emotional :(

Tears :(

Headed home and now i'm on my lappy :)

Norman ( cousin ) has gone out for the day so i'm waiting for transformers 2 to load, going to watch that followed by the proposal... :)

Just going to relax and lay in my bed, hehe...

Just had an apple with peanut butter on the side... ( dip the apple into the peanut butter and it tastes so good!!! )

A funny joke from my mummy... ^.^

2009-07-16T19:53:00.000-07:00

A doctor had an affair with his secretary and got her pregnant. Worried that his wife might find out, he told his secretary to go to Italy until the baby was born and he would make arrangements to get a divorce when she returned. "How will I let you know how things go?" she asked. He told her to send an unsigned postcard from Italy with the word "Spaghetti" written on the card. Six months later, the card duly arrived at his home whereupon the Doctor had a heart attack and was taken into Intensive Care. When his wife was asked what could have caused the attack she said "I don,t know but he got this postcard from Italy which read Spaghetti, spaghetti, spaghetti, two with sausage and meatballs and one without."

The truth :)

2009-07-15T19:23:00.000-07:00

It was my of day on Tuesday and i went to woodlands and ate pizza for lunch :) hehe.... Went to tanglin mall and waited for Mr.Hussey to get his passport from the American place.... Sat at starbucks and had this jelly drink ( that made me feel super weird =/).....

Taylor come over! =D

Haven't seen him in agessssssss.... He walked over form the American club and met me! We all finished our drinks and decided to go back over to the American club for Tiger Tuesday :) Met Sandy, Andrew and the others there.... Mutley got me a choclate milkshake, Sooooooooooo GOOD!!!! Waaaa best milkshake ever! Didn't stay long, went back over to Woodlands place and went online for a while.. Then i felt ewww,

( Chris swears it's the jelly from starbucks -.- )

lol... So i layed down for a while. Then it just started. Started talking... Right back to when i was at Woking high... right up untill that very moment i was laying down.... I have never done that before. I admit, in the past when i told people things i would of twisted it to make it sound not as bad.

However i didn't... I spilled everything..

The fact that i lied and dated the wrong guys and to many. The fact that i had put my parents through hell and i messed up at school... I left all the gor inside.... I'm not going to spill the gor here for everyone to see BUT the importnat thing is it felt so good. To be able to tell the truth... To spill all my bad deeds out.... and then..... have that person say thankyou... Tell me that they were proud of me.... They told me that what i had done is bad and that things need to change... Yes they do... My parents have been telling me for a long time... Things feel so very different now... I am mixing with kids my own age again, mixing with western kids again. I'm being me. I stopped wearing so much makeup, dressing up, clubbing even seems to not be important now. I would much rather have a movie night with my friends and take out pizza at home... I'm slowlyyyy. ( a little to slowly ) starting to realise and look at things in a different picture.... There isn't a need for me to act all grown up and try to be something i'm not. I just hope things will continue going up and stop slipping back down....

Feel happy and feel good.....

*B If you know you will have to lie to your parents about what your doing then it means it's wrong and you shouldn't be doing it B *

I'm going to remember this everytime from now on, before i take action in something.....

It's good to talk to your parents. That's what they are there for, to guide you.... Feeling good about the future.... I just had to clear up one major problem. Remember i told you that i lied and stayed out at my friends house... Yeh.. BIG NO NOOO.... Yet i did it and now i will have to face the punishment on Saturday..... After that, lets jsut hope it's not to late and i don't get but in a cargo box back to England...

It feels so good to be around western kids my age, doing normal things, like shopping, cinema, sleepovers.... it's great :)

Love you all....

This is the real me.. ^.^

WESTERNNNNNN!

;)

( My british accent is ocming back! )

A nice weekend :)

2009-07-12T19:33:00.000-07:00

My family went to Sri lanka last Saturday... Miss my mum... Any way, moving on.

Friday night i went out with Cindy to take Ryan out. Cindy and i both invited a friend so that the group was bigger and that Ryan had more people to interact with... I invited Chris :)

PERFECT match for Ryan lol.. Cindy and i couldn't get a word in edge wise lol... The two of them got on like a house on fire! Ryan used to to go the Shanghai American school and Chris used to go to Singapore American school. So they bothe knew each others friends, and they seem to know all about the same strange films i had never heard of, such as pineapple express, tropic thunder etc etc :).

Had a nice meal at this German place at Vivo... Ordered to much food though, so very full. Then we went to godiva and got Chocolateeeeeeeee.. Yummy :)

After which we walked over to Barnone. Had a table over there. The live band was great and Aziz got us a magician to entertain our group :)! He was WOWWWWWWW.. Ryan loved it so that was the main point :)

One trick was crazy and none of us could figure it out! The magician made Winky hold a pack of cards. Then he kept asking winky if the cards were in his hands still, so Winky checked and yes they were still there. Then the magician said something and asked Winky to look at the pack again and instead of the pack of cards being there, there was a glass block! WTHHHHHHH lol....

Saturday i took Ryan out with Chris to go and look around :).. Had lunch around the CBD, Took him to little India ( so hot! ), follwed by the Singapore flyer :).. Chris showed him so army stuff....

We then walked over to Marine square so that Ryan could look at some shoes, then Suntec. In suntec there was this urf board thing and it was a challenge, youhad to try and stand on it for as long as you could without falling over whilst it moved around, so funny. Got a great rasta hat for Sandy haha ( it was his birthday ). Decided to go back home and change for the evening. Chris and Ryan went over to blooies to have a game of pool and i got changed. I met them over there and then kicked their ass at pool =p hehehhe..

Then went down to Clark quay for some dinner :)

Had a really yummy kebab thing.. But really expensive! Crazy prices!....

Went over to Cuba bar as it's known for its mojitos.... and OH MY! They are so good! However again the price is CRAZYYYYYYY, had one and then left.. Went over to fashion bar for a while to meet the friends. :)

Really nice place....

The funniest thing happened!!! The toilets are uni sex. So me and some others went to the bathroom. There are only two cubicles and they are made of glass but they are "frosted" so "you can't see".... So we are waiting outside and Chris goes in to one cubicle.. Then this girl we don't know goes into the one next to his. Next thing i know Chris comes running out mouthing "omg omg" We looked in his cubicle and you could see EVERYTHING the girl was doing in the cubicle next to his! Like pulling down her trousers and stuff lol... Not really frosted glass lol... His reaction was so funny...

Went home at around 11:30 :)

Was in bed then got phone call after phone call from my friend to go outside as they had left their house key with me and needed to pick it up...-.-

Sat outside for a while and we spoke. Then i made the worst decision ever. To go get my stuff from inside our house and stay my friends house as we were all going out the next day. Wrong thing to do and i lied to my parents and told them i was at home.

Sunday was a relaxed day and fun :)

Went home early though as i wanted to help cook the dinner. Made spaghetti, added all sorts, sausage, marmite and some other things :)

Norman loved it and ate LOADSSSSSSS.... Made apple pie for him after. Sat and spoke to him for a bit. He was telling me about a pizza hut delivery experience and how the guy ended up in court =/

Said good night and went upstairs to my beddy :)

Spoke on Ichat for a while and then went to sleep..

Hope you guys are having fun in Sri lanka... xx

I'm back :)

2009-07-09T19:27:00.000-07:00

Oppsss, epic fail on up dating the blog =/ I'm back now though ^.^ hehe.... Hmmmm...

On the 19th ( Friday ) i went for my friends commissioning ball :) YuYu! hehe... Was good fun.... Went and got my hair done by Alex :).. Got a new black dress and had my makeup done :)It was on mount faber.... The place was so pretty and i made so many new friends! I made ang moh friends! hehe.... Elle! =D

Really nice girl :) and Cherie! so cute! lol....

The food wasn't great though i have to say =/

The entertainment wasn't to bad.

There was a shim.. Mega funny...
Four selected guys had to pole dace for a competition.
Four selected guys had to tie a potato to a pc of string then swing it back and forth to knock a item of the stage, lol...
Girl with the shortest dress.
Four girls had to lap dance on this really important guy lol... I WAS ONE OF THE FOUR! I was shaking like crazy lol.. So funny though.. .Had to blindfold the poor guy and tie his hands behind his back.
the video presentation was really nice as well :)

On the 20th ( Saturday ) i went to st.james with my girls and Dustbin my Chinese brother from another mother!!! lol =D Fun as always... Party the night away :) Love them..

27th ( Saturday ) was the big house party.... :) Fun fun.... Had belly dancers, lion dancers, LOTS of food.. A lot of people turned up :). My grandparents came over from England as well :)... After the house party i went out with my dads friends to this club i hadn't been to before. There was a DJ battle. Nice place :) Meet Vjay, the producer of MTV ASIA :) and met some famous Dj's from Singapore and America :)

8th ( Wednesday ) I went to timbre with my "family".... Maria, Dustbin, Sherly, CBF, Jiasiant, Chris, Natasha, Kent.... :) Was GREAT fun! But sad to say bye bye to our baby Natasha :'( *sob*

We took millions of pics =D

The food it GREAT there.... Nice setting and good band.. The service could be a bit better but all in all 10/10.. LOVE IT... Defo be going there again! :)

I got hair extensions! :)

Hmmm oh yeh! I joined the gym as well! :)

True fitness. REALLY NICE! You should all go and join :)

Tonight is dinner at vivo with work collegues, followed by drinks at barnone :)

Will update soon!

Till then byeeeeeeeeeee :)

Universal Singapore!!

2009-07-09T19:10:00.000-07:00

OMG.. CAN'T WAIT! =D

Universal Studios Singapore® Step into the fantastic world of movie magic at Universal Studios Singapore® at Resorts World at Sentosa. Fight villains, catch the celebrities and revel in the glamour of showbiz as you jump into the screen and "ride the movies" on roller coasters and other movie-themed attractions. At Universal Studios Singapore®, you will be inspired and delighted by unique entertainment experiences that bring the silver screen to life. Singapore's only movie-theme park features 24 rides and attractions, including a pair of dueling coasters that brush past one another in several near misses in their aerial combat. Thrill-seekers can choose between a coaster where they are seated or the other where riders are suspended. Exciting loops, sudden turns, breathtaking drops and thrilling near-collisions will make you scream your heart out. Dinosaurs, lemurs, ogres and Egyptian mummies add to the thrills and adventures. With 18 attractions created or redesigned for Singapore, Universal Studios Singapore® promises an experience that you will not forget. Laughter and screams are heard around every corner, and lasting memories are made every day. Themed dining and shops are available, as well as unique venues and programmes for corporate events.

Flowers

2009-06-16T19:14:00.000-07:00

I'm in love with black orchids!

So unique :)

OLDIESSSSS :)

2009-06-15T01:19:00.000-07:00

Christmas ") Way back when i lost a LOT of weight =/ After the king and I... The makeup was POWER lol... Long hair :) Halloween.. Look at the scary thing behind me!!! o.O Noob rider.. Still learning :)

No makeup.. YUCK....

Love this stud :)

Hahhaha.. Back at the zoo after work... Swimming in the amphi theater, sea lion water lol..

Christmas... ^.^

Hahah, i tried on these really tight leather pants for a laugh.... So disgusting!

Loli and Tink... Miss her :(

Scruffy Lee and meeeeeee.

Modelling shoot :)

After my fringe was cut, but you can't see it here =/

Bunny Amy! ^.^

My curly hair... It's natural ok!!!

When i first came to Singapore... Pedro :)

Lolis trip to SG! :)

Zoo :)

Yishun...

Sunburn!!!!

Sentosa... Pink dolphins! :)

Tsunami, July 2009....

2009-06-14T21:08:00.000-07:00

An email is going around warning about an impending earthquake and tsunami hitting parts of Asia, including Singapore. It claims that disaster will strike on July 22, the same day as a solar eclipse. The email says that apart from Singapore, Indonesia and Malaysia, the giant wave may also hit countries as far as Japan, Australia and India. But the credibility of the email is questionable. For one, it is riddled with spelling errors, and two, it does not cite any credible source. While it is true that a solar eclipse will occur on July 22, experts said there is no connection between an eclipse and an earthquake. Professor Kerry Sieh, director, Earth Observatory of Singapore, said: “In the last 110 years or so, there have been about 85 really big earthquakes — 8 (on the Richter magnitude scale) or greater. And only two of those occurred on the same day as an eclipse. And even those were a partial eclipse, not a total eclipse. They happened in a different place from where the eclipse happened.” While the professor does not think the email holds water, he warns that research does show that parts of Asia facing the Pacific Ocean could be hit by a tsunami. He said the impact on Singapore will be minimal, but not so for cities further up north. “It turns out that by the time the wave produced by the underwater disturbance got to Singapore, it would be only about a metre high. But in Macau and Hong Kong, it would about 10 to 15 metres high,” said Professor Sieh. He said more work needs to be done to determine if the fault lines along the Pacific Ocean floor will break in such a way that could see a repeat of the Indian Ocean tsunami in 2004. On July 22, those in Singapore/Malaysia can see a partial eclipse, beginning at about 8.40 am till about 9.40am.— CNA

It was revealed that the tsunami will not hit Singapore as badly as people are saying.

The wave will only be around one metre high....

Phi Phi island..

2009-06-14T17:59:00.000-07:00

Oh my!! I really want to go here!

Just a short 45-minute journey from Phuket, will transport you to the tropical paradise and famous islands of Koh Phi Phi. With a Kodak moment with every view, it’s the ultimate tropical getaway in Thailand Fine, white sandy beaches and breathtaking rock formations rising from the vivid turquoise waters that surround the islands will instantly confirm you've arrived in paradise. Exploring Phi Phi couldn't be more fun, with Scuba Diving , Snorkelling , Kayaking or Climbing being the most popular methods, when taking a break from the silky soft sands.

FRIENDS!!! LETS GO!!! =D

Rena said........

2009-06-10T18:32:00.000-07:00

This will happen to me if i don't stop saying sorry, hehehe

Weekend

2009-06-07T05:23:00.000-07:00

Thursday: I had my driving lesson... I got my PDL and two more stamps in my driving book ^.^

After driving i went down to RP... The school is AMAZING!! Fell in love with it!! It's got subway and 7/11 on the campus.... The library is really nice... The school is HUGE!!

Went running at the track whilst Vin and James used the gym...

After running, James tested me.... Timing my running.... Crazy.... Was so tired after... Grabbed some food and yummy nutri soy after :) then went home.

Friday: I went to town and played pool at Cini... I won most of the games =p

Met Kelly there, had a giggle and gossip ;)

Went home early as i wanted to get some rest :)

Saturday: Went to Laguna with my family... Really nice... Played in the pool, sun bathed, played with brother and sister. Vin came down as well to join us. Played in the pool for a while then went to the gym... Ran again on the running machine. Then mum text me and said that she was on her way to hospital! So we left... Mum was putting Heather to bed, she hit her foot and her toes went to a right angel of her foot :(

Broken her foot.

Painfull :(

Met Maria at Parkway and passed her my member ship for St.James because i didn't want to go and club... Then the four of us had subway for dinner :)

Sean came and met us at Parkway as well. Then i grabbed a taxi as i needed to be home early and the others had to be at St.James by 10pm to get the table...

just as i got home though i got a phone call from Maria. The bouncer took my card and wouldn't let her use it.. Told her that i needed to come down -.-

So i rushed down... So embarrassing! I hadn't had a shower from the gym yet, hadn't changed, had no makeup on and my hair was in a messy pony tail...

EVERYONE looked at me when i turned up at St.James... -.-

So i went to talk to the bouncer and he gave my card back to me. I explained to him the situation and he wanted me to talk to Aziz ( the manager ) So i told him what happened and he was really nice.. He gave me a guest list for ten more friends to go in and gave them discount on drinks. I was so embarrassed to talk to Aziz the way i looked ( and smelt -.- )...

I went home but everyone kept asking me to go club so i changed and and went back to St.James hahah...

When i reached St.James again it was CRAZY.. So busy! Full house and the q was super long.. Even for the member q it was really long...

So i called Aziz like he told me to and he came and took me in :)

Met Maria, Dunstan, sean all the girls and everyone else inside and also saw a lot of friends that i didn't know would be there.. Was good :) Vin came down also.

I went up to Gallery bar to see some of my other friends later on in the evening. Nice up there. R'N'B but more relaxed, not really a "club".....

Then i went home....

Sunday: Slacked around at home but will do my "exercises" like James and Vin told me too ;)

Goodnight! :)

Dream wedding.... :)

2009-06-05T02:22:00.000-07:00

Your dream wedding would be very romantic.

It would be in a historic place in the afternoon or at night.

There would be people everywhere. May be even a few strangers.

It would most likly be very expensive but so worth it!

So pretty! :)

A quick update of the passing weeks...

2009-06-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmm Went to get starbucks at Wisma then jalan jalan.... :)

Baby sat for parents.. Was nice spending time with my brother... Put him to bed and read him a book.... Had some giggles with him and hugged him tight... then said good night...

Met with Yu, ken and dennis... Good to see them.. Been a long time... Went to eat subway and then get my dress that i have wanted for AGES from topshop :)

Dropped ken of at his tennis match and then Dennis and Yu drove me back...

Went to watch the new terminator film with Vin and Rena.... Daddy was nice and helped me to buy the tickets online.... The whole cinema was filled!! Crazy.. Had good seats though :)

After the film we went to party!!! =D

Met Maria, MBF, Dunstan.... and loads of others.... :)

Danced and danced and danced the whole night... lucky i wore flat shoes :)

Love MBF hahahha....

PICS...!!!

Today... Josh picked me up. Grabbed a star bucks and headed to Ubi... Put in a few 100 more to my driving account.... More practical lessons =D

I want to take my bike license after... i will be able to afford a bike :)

On the way home was so funny... He was giving me step by step instructions on how to reverse lol...

step one.... put car into reverse

Step two... Hold on to wheel

Step three..... Press pedal...

Hahahha so funny...

Do you still want me....??? So messy but why?

So frustrated......... want to be close to you but you find a problem and a reason to shout at me for EVERYTHING ....

how?!!!

I'm useless.... Your words...

last night

2009-06-01T00:01:00.000-07:00

[Diddy:]Last night,

I couldn't even get an answer.

I tried to call,

But my pride wouldn't let me dial.

And I'm sitting here,

With this blank expression.

And the way I feel,

I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me.

I know you can feel me

I can't live without you.

God please make me better

I wish I wasn't the way I am

[Keyshia:]If I told you once, I told you twice,

You can see it in my eyes.

I'm all cried out,

With nothing to say.

You're everything I wanted to be.

If you could only see,

Your heart belongs to me.

I love you so much,

I'm yearning for your touch.

Come and set me free,

For ever yours I'll be,

Baby won't you come and take this pain away-ay.

[Diddy:]Last night,

(ooohhh last night)

I couldn't even get an answer.

(oooohhh baby want you want to do to me)

I tried to call,

(aright)

But my pride wouldn't let me dial.

(why wouldn't you just tell me baby)

And I'm sitting here,

With this blank expression.

(Don't say that baby, no no)

And the way I feel,

(aright)

I wanna curl up like a child.

(I'm so low i'm so lonely)

Diddy:]Tell me the words to say, To make you come back, And break me like that. And if it matters I'll rather stay home, With you I'm never alone. Don't want to wait till you're home, Let me be, just don't leave me.

[Diddy:]Last night, I couldn't even get an answer. I tried to call,

(call me baby) But my pride wouldn't let me dial.

(why couldn't you just tell me baby) And I'm sitting here,With this blank expression. (don't say it babe nooo) And the way I feel, (alright) I wanna curl up like a child. (I'm so low, I'm so lonley baby oh)

[Keyshia:]I need you,

and you need me

This is so plain to see

And I will never let you go

and I will always love you so.

I will, if you could only see

Your heart belongs to me

I love ya so much

I'm a yearning for your touch

Come and set me free

forvever your's I'll be

Baby wont you come and take my pain away-ay

[Diddy:]Last night,

I couldn't even get an answer.

I tried to call,

(call me baby)

But my pride wouldn't let me dial.

(oh why couldn't you just tell me baby)

And I'm sitting here,

With this blank expression.

(don't sit there, nooo)

And the way I feel,

(alright ay)

I wanna curl up like a child.

(I'ma so low, I'm so lonley baby oh)

New bikini :)

2009-05-27T18:44:00.000-07:00

I don't know what one to choose! Stuck between these three!

Soooo nice!

HELP HELP HELP... White one, blue one or multi colour one?!!!

Love the white colour and i like the style of the top half.

LOVE LOVE LOVE this blue one and it's limited edition. Only one of each size in Singapore! but it's not a bikini, hmmmm.

Love the design of this one and the plunging neck line also.

pain....

2009-05-27T08:30:00.001-07:00

It's a funny thing....

Update

2009-05-20T06:43:00.001-07:00

Can't remember what i did =/

Saturday i went to work in the day then went home and changed. Went over to Vin place, met James and we all had dinner :)

Went to Zouk with, James, Clara, Viv, Mr.Q, Dunstan and a few others. Saw Jar jar and Aloy there! :)

Good night in all ;)

Sunday we ate soul garden, first time... Fun, so filling! and really smelly after -.-.... He got me a giant red loli pop heheh... ^.^

Monday i went to meet Vin and James at there photo shoot thing after i finished work. I reached there about 7+ and they were still shooting, they started at 5am!

It's for Singapore next top model :), the website is supermodelme.tv

The girls looked AMAZING! So tall and SUPER SUPER skinny! The studio was amazing as well... So many cameras and stuff. It's just like Americas next top model :)

Vin and James were dressed as these evil jokers. They had to pretend to do "bad" things to the girls haha....

After the shoot we went to go and eat dinner, chicken rice, tofu and veggies :)

Just found out that I was short listed for Siloso hot bod 2009! OMG!!! I only entered for a laugh, didn't think would get short listed... Vin was also short listed!

Everyone go vote for me, hehehe ^.^ Pretty pleaseeeeee...

You can vote for one girl and one guy every day so vote for, me and Vincent every day PLEASEEEE =D

http://www.silosohotbods.com.sg/

chinese???

2009-05-13T17:28:00.000-07:00

What does this mean, can any one translate?? :)

我是真的真的很爱你!!!!!

coincidence??

2009-05-13T17:25:00.000-07:00

Hahahha my mum sent this to me lol....

Don't know if this is just a sick coincidence but.... 2007 - Chinese year of the Chicken - Bird Flu Pandemic devastates parts of Asia 2008 - Chinese year of the Horse - Equine Influenza decimates Australian racing 2009 - Chinese year of the Pig - Swine Flu Pandemic kills hundreds of pigs around the globe. Has any one else noticed this???!!!!!!!!!!!!! It gets worse........ next year...... 2010 - Chinese year of the Cock - what could possibly go wrong?

Ok

2009-05-12T05:39:00.000-07:00

It really says something now...

New york New york!!

2009-05-11T08:51:00.001-07:00

Vin wore the cutest t-shirt ever, so bling bling... superman lol...

Walked all around far east plaza today as it was raining so not a nice day for the zoo :(

Got some new studs for my ears :)

Then went to New york New york for dinner. YUMMY!! They have a pool table so we played pool whilst we waited for our food... VERY VERY GOOD FOOD!!! =D

A little expensive though =/

After we finished the food we sat there and played with the left overs hahaha....

Then i got cotton candy! :)

You can all judge me if you want...

Go ahead.

As long as I'm happy i don't care :)

17 again

2009-05-10T09:10:00.000-07:00

Met Vin and went to pasta mania then headed of to buy a new phone as we couldn't get his other one back :(

He got the same phone but this time he got it in gold.... Nice :)

Headed to town after we got the phone, had dinner then we jalan jalan :).... I got a GIANT GRRRRRRRRRRR and he got a mini GRRRRRRRRRRR to hang on his phone lol

( It's a long story hahaha )....

We got tickets to watch 17 again... Wanted to see it for a long time and finally did....

Really nice film... Made me Cry ^.^

I LOVE ZACK EFFRON!!!! Muahahaha

So many nice films coming out that i want to watch!

Ice age 3

Aliens V Monsters

Night at the museum 2

and a lot more =D

Tired, time for bed :)

Happy mummy day :)

Big GRRRRRRRRR

Little GRRRRRRRRR ^.^

oppssss =/

2009-05-09T20:39:00.000-07:00

Played pool with Vin and then James met us and we went to popey or something like that at the flyer. Never been there before but the food was so so yummy! =D You must all go and try ok! =D

Went to town yesterday evening and planned to watch a movie but he lost his phone in the taxi :( I tried calling customer service and gave the number plate but after we did that and called Vins phone again it had been turned of, we think maybe the taxi driver took it and kept it >:(... grrrrr..

Went to go and cancel the line and get a new sim card....

Met Kelly yesterday! Missed that girl... Damn cute lol.... Talked so much rubbish with her =D

She said i lost weight and my hair looks nicer!!!! Don't know what girl she was looking at!! =/

Had dinner then went home to my bed :)

I FOUND MY HOUSE KEY!!! Just have faith!!!! ^.^

Cars cars cars!!!!

2009-05-08T22:11:00.001-07:00

OMG!!! You got this one?!!!! =D

I get it

2009-05-07T07:52:00.000-07:00

Yes i understand....

If you want to,

Say it over and over,

Scream it in my face,

Spit it in my face.

I'm the most selfish person alive..

I don't care about anyone but myself,

I'm stupid, very very stupid.

A liability,

A invalid.

Now we push against each other,

The situation getting worse and worse.

I don't want to be around you and you don't want to be around me....

A downwards spiral...

Messed up so many times before that even the small things can push you over the edge now.

THE STRAW THAT BROKE THE CAMELS BACK.

Throw it in my face, look at me in disgust, tell me how bad i am....

You don't think i don't know I'm a horrible person! What i have done is wrong!?!?!?

I don't need it thrown in my face every time i see you.

How good the feelings is... to be hitting 19 and be the biggest disappointment around.

I don't want to go back to England, this is my home now.

I'll do anything i can to stay here.

I'm not leaving home again,

Not leaving people i love and care for behind.

But for the time being it's o.k, because no-one in England wants me either.

They all know what a horrible person i am, so they don't want me either....

So i shall just cry myself to sleep and think,

How I'm stupid and a liability.

Cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry....

i'll cry for as long as i want.

Until my head hurts and my nose runs and i can't cry any more....

Cos now, yes..... even if it is my fault..... I feel like poo.

I UNDERSTAND......

Yes maybe i do deserve it.......

Your right....

Sorry I'm nothing but a let down...

Please leave the wound now to heel, you have thrown enough salt into it already.

Please....

My blog, my thoughts....

:'(

2009-05-06T06:21:00.000-07:00

Feel so down,

Hate my hair,

put on so much weight.....

Feel so ugly now :'(

oh and ah :)

2009-04-30T09:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to go and see all the gold people :) heheh.

Today i turned a little bit blond and got a bit of a fringe again ;)

Watched Xmen this evening, really nice film, very sad though, i was sobing like an idiot ^.^

Tomorrow, table football! BRING IT ON! hahaha =D

Just got breaking dawn! Damn nice!!!!!!!!! =D

She's getting married and Edward got her a car that is bullet and missile proof! :)

Shopping

2009-04-27T21:19:00.001-07:00

This did make me giggle today at work :)

What happened when a wife took her husband to the department store to shop and everytime he really didn't want to go. hahah

15th June: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's trolleys when they weren't looking.

2nd Jul: Set all the alarm clocks in the housewares to go of at 5 minute intervales.

4th October: Looked right into the security camera and used it as a mirror to pick his nose

3rd December: Darted around the store suspiciously, loudly humming the mission impossible theme.

18th December: Hid in a clothing rack and yelled " pick me! " "pick me! "

wow

2009-04-26T08:28:00.001-07:00

A funny feeling.

Not felt for a long time.

Strange.

Happy.

Football crazy

2009-04-25T20:48:00.001-07:00

Had work in the morning.

Went home and changed then met my friend in town. Got my starbucks drink^.^ then we jalan jalan.

Decided to go and eat pasta mania. Played table football, 3 - 3 muahahah.... Then watched Friday the 13th.. SCARY SHIT! hahah, kept jumping like crazy. :)

We jalan jalan a bit more then i left to meet me other friends.

Went to Chijmes to watch the liverpool match with Nick and friends at Harry bar. So funny, all singing the football songs ^^.... They gave me a liverpool t-shirt to wear! Fits just right :) then went home to my beddy.. :)

Cafe del mar today!!! Vivs birthday! =D

Decisions

2009-04-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

Twister

Seba high

What one to buy!!!!??

Twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are,

up above the sky so high, like a dimond in the sky, twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are.