Future

Logistics, Animals, Flying,

So different from one another. How to decide the future? Need to decide... NOW.

Thinking time

I have hada thought in my head for some time now and there are a few people pushing me to do it. It's different, very! Would make me happy, VERY. Is it the right thing?! Arghhhh.. Interested big time... Think Amy think. Now it's time to decide...

Friends forever

My best friend. Miss you.

School trip :)

Mike!! Alex has a rather strange hand here for some reason =x

Best friends forever and ever.

The girls. xoxo

Best friends, tink and loli.

Leavers party, all thanks to Loli.

Converstations

Went to see Ben on Friday as he begged me to go down and see him because he needed help haha. He wanted to go shopping for Caity and it was his last night. So fun... Got something really really nice for valentines day. We wanted to go to eat ice cream again but there was no time. Then i went to Goodwood hotel for a business dinner. A good night.

Everyone kept making me say "yam sing" not sure how to spell it hehe.

After the dinner they all made me join the with their gambling games. I started with $10 and left with about $200 hehe. Not bad seeing i had no idea what i was doing.

Saturday i went to work and then went and got my hair and nails done. Used my top shop vouches and got a really nice top ^^.

Then went over to Sentosa. There was a big buffet with really yummy food. Chloe said i looked like a barbie doll :)

She got hamsters! So cute!

Then watched movies all night. Woke up late morning and went outside then played in the pool. Went in and watched more films then got ready and went to Pasir Ris. Rohan picked me up and we went for coffee.

Had a heart to heart. Can really talk to him.

Just got back from work and spoke to Brain. Really helped having a talk to Brain. He told me some things that i never really never thought about. I have burned many bridges but i should start trying to build them again, with the people that are really important to me. That have stood by me through all the crap.

Hungry now... Mmmmmm

Brain: Im not half Javanese! I'm full Javanese!

Me: I'm confused! lol

Our rapping skills

Just spoke to my "brother" Gizmo. Talked about a lot of random things then we started coming up with stupid raps lol.

Our conversation goes likes this...

Gizmo: What mix blood are you, kenyan.. haha

Me: No! hah, I'm Taiwanese because you are.

Gizmo: Eh dung i'm not Taiwanese.

Me: Huh?! haha. but you said...

Gizmo: I'm half Javanese, dung!

Me: Hahahha! Well Taiwanese and Javanese sound the same! haha

Gizmo: Hahahhhahahaha!

Then we started a rap.

Taiwanese, Jawanese,

What are these?

Dirty knees!

Hahaha. Damn random but made me laugh ^^

Give up

I wasn't looking for pitty.

I wasn't telling a lie.

I saved the conversation on my laptop because i knew he would say i made it up. Make me look like a liar and a bad person.

Any one that doesn't believe me then i shall show them.

This is stupid.

Just talk face to face over a coffee or something!

Isn't it better to sort out the problems rather then gossip with other people, isn't that the right thing to do?

I shal no longer comment about the situation on my blog, this is between friends not for the world to see.

Dreams

When i heard the news i ran. It had been a surprise. I ran down to the place the boats are kept. There were some people i knew on the jetty, playing with kites.

I ran down the ramp till i saw her!

It was Hollie!

That was the surprise!

She came all the way back to Singapore to see me! There was more though! Not only was it Hollie, it was also, Ellen, mizey, lois, Alice, Richard and a lot more! Mizey gave me a big hug! Then i showed them all to my house and they got settled in. We got ready to go out and i was about to show them around Singapore .........

Then i woke up :(

Maybe it's because of what that horrible person said, that's why i dreamt this.

Him: Tell me, do you have any real friends you can turn to and count on.

Me: Yes, in England. I'm not a bad person you know, just we come from different cultures and act a little different.

Him: Well your in Asia, so get that in your head, this is MY country, not yours. You should learn that asians hold grudges. Take a look in the mirror, your going to die a lonely person.

I had nothing to say to that, just went to bed...

At last!

I got another camera cable! At last! ^^

Pictures are below! ^^

Nothing much has happened. Other then went to haagen daz on Monday with Ben. Spent like $200+ on ice cream goods! *Faint* Got this HUGE chocolate fountain thing with 16 scoops of ice cream, 5 cookies, 5 chocolate cakes, 5 spounge cakes and lots of fruit!

Upload pictures tonight.

Bye!!!

Pictures at last!

O.k at last i can upload my pictures! From oldest to latest ^_^

Roses :)

Maria and I !

Uncle Pauls house at Christmas!

Tattoo show at Expo! Look who i saw! 

Miami ink!!!!

Sentosa with the group ^^

All of us at the weekend! 

 Need to talk

Fun fun =)

Friday finished work on time and went back home. Josh drove past when i was at the bus stop so he came back and took me home ^^ He asked if i wanted to go to Malaysia and play with fire crackers, but i already had plans.

Mum cooked a super super nice dinner. After dinner, i got ready and Bev picked me up in a taxi. We went to Sean house and then Sean's driver drove us to rebel. Met Cam there and he signed me in :)

Then Jas and Donna came down, because it was Jaslyn's birthday! We all surprised her with one big chocolate cake ^^ Very yummy.

Rebel got very busy so we went down to BQ but it was boring and late so got a taxi back to Sentosa.

Saturday woke up, bit of a difficult morning so to say. Went for a walk along the beach in the afternoon and spoke whilst looked at all the houses. VERY nice! I found my FAVOURITE! So pretty! I will take a picture and show you all muhahah =D Ben and the their mum flew in from Perth so we went to meet them for dinner =D. Shan was celebrating her 18th so we all went to her house and had dinner there. Bev and Ben mummy gave me a red packet hehe. Spoke to Caity! =D. Then shan's friend was like omg, your ang moh, can i shake your hand. so cute! lol. Then she kept getting my food because she was saying i was to skinny lol.

Drove back to sentosa after. Got ready and went to St.James. Was supposed to go to Zirca but it's 21 and above for guys -.-

We went in to the VIP section because of our friends and i got my own VIP card for power house! Woooooo, no need to pay entry fee any more! ^^ ( plus i can take in two people every time for free, hehe)

Ben came with us as well, damn cute lol. We were all dancing like crazy people.

Then some stupid girls wanted to argue with the beh brothers! IDIOTS! So we all went home.

Sunday was a relaxd day, Ben came over to Sentosa, and we ate chocolate!!!! =D

Got LOTS of pictures from the weekend, but still can't find my camera cable!!!! Might have to go and buy a new one -.-

UPLOADING PICTURES SOON!

Friday nights are now move night, i shall get the chocolate and ice cream and even pop corn! ^^

Saturday is clubbing night hehe.

sitting at the PC when the msn convo was going on.

A sad feeling falling over me.

Silent.

Hurt somewhat.

Trust thrown away.

He was clever, very clever, well done.