So stupid

I just read Shins profile and it made me realise my blog is so silly! All i do is moan about myself and complain about things. There are people out there writing about important things and here i am complaining about silly things. Ho hum, guess i am a numpty like my daddy calls me..... Love you mum... Sorry

Wise words

A very wise and special man told me something....... "As a person we travel along a journey of life, we are faced with roads taking two directions and we need to choose what way to go" I read and read this sentence but what if you don't know what way to go. What if everything you had worked for starts to crumble around you and you can't seem to do anything good or correct. I'm sick of hearing a sorry or a i care..... i have heard to much of the other stuff. I need to just walk away and be alone, be strong. Cry in my room so no-one else can see or hear. Until there are no more tears to cry, No more lies no more pain...... almost a new year... almost a new start...

You can NEVER take your words back

"I would rather be with my ex then be with a fucking slut".. "I would rather die then be with an ang moh whore!" Yes these are the words that will cut you like a knife...... Enough said for today

18th dinner with the family !!

Waa at last 18!!!!! I had the best birthday everrrrr and it's not even my birthday party yet !! I got a huge list of presents from all over the world...... Apple mac, apple stereo, red video camera, red digital camera, Cartier necklace!! It's so prettttyyyy... and alot fo other AMAZING gifts..... Well i wont dribble on, see the picture!! :) To lazy to upload all pictures, just go see my facebook :)

NDP 2008!!

Waa had so much fun last night!! Jilly message me and asked if i wanted to go ndp with her, she had tickets! Those tickets are like gold dust man. So of course i said... YES!!.. Heheh. Crazy i tell you, I never seen so much red in all my life. we sat at the top and could see everything!.. After we went on to the floating platform to check it out, damn cool! the dj from st.james power house was there playing music.. Check out all e pics, ALOT hehehe... THANKYOU JILLY!!! "Your my best fwendddddd" haha, remember haha. Siao. This is just a tiny ammount, the rest are on my friendster. Go see !! www.friendster.com/tinkbaby

Wish list

I would LOVE LOVE LOVE this white one so much! It would be my new baby, heheh. $1,548 Built in camera, PLUS if you buy if your a student studying you get free itouch!!! Special deal at the apple shop. How good is that!!!!! OMG..... =LOVE

Fire, pain.... FRUSTRATED!!

The phantom rings through my head, The wind blowing in my hair, Your image still in my eyes, Burnt there unable to move, A small tear roles down my face..... as i realise the fire is growing. I want you to put it out again, Make me smile and laugh, Protect me from the evil, Yet you dont, You walk, and walk......... Till your gone out of my reach. Time for you to say goodbye

Bobbi brown

Oh did i tell you.................................................................................................. I LOVE bobbi brown...... hahaha

Trying

keep smiling and it'll be k, right? Tell me it'll be k, please... make it better.

In the night

I didn't no it was possible to cry during your sleep, but i guess it is