I told you i was a let down and no good.
I really have had a day from hell.
Everything i try to do goes wrong. Even when i have good intentions it goes wrong. for example, my washing. I thought that by doing my own washing that was the right thing. So instead of putting only one out fit in the washing machine i would wait till i had a bundle of white or colours, then put one wash in. That's wrong though.
Also work is giving me so much stress. I know that sounds so pathetic. Yes everyone has work but my job has BIG communication problems. That's all i'm saying.
I need to learn Chinese also, i feel so left out, EVERYONE talks in Chinese at work.
Had a big issue at work today that caused me to stay till 7:30pm. Didn't call my mum to let her know i would be late, so got scolded. Yesterday also got scolded.
Family or work?
I just wanted to eat a chocolate chip and banana muffin tonight :( Didn't get to :(
I can't find my camera cable either :( Grrrrr want to upload my pictures!
I'll curl up in my bed and brush the tears of my face.
Miss you
xox
2 comments:
Doom and gloom - rarely a cheery post!
In fact, you paint Dad and I in a bad light constantly on here and twist things to your advantage!
In fact, I have NEVER told you not to wash one outfit...if you put your washing in the laundry bin along with everyone elses it would be treated the same BUT you choose to leave heaps of it all over your room until there is so much the machine is unable to wash it properly. You know how much of your underwear I hung out yesterday (after having to rewash the load twice) but I shant reveal the quantity here to save you face...
As for getting scolded about dinner...YES, I was cross ... I don NOT believe you couldn't find 30seconds to sms me saying you didn't want dinner or you would be late! I think that would have been the decent thing to do to someone who prepares you decent meals every day?! You are able to update facebook etc so I see no excuses?!
As for your camera cable - you "think" you left it on the table over Christmas?! So....perhaps you should consider putting things away and then you will know where they are?!
In short, I think you need to consider your actions a bit more. You are 18...If you are not happy with work, you have two options...tell them you think they are being unfair or stick your head down, progress and get out of the warrehouse... You have the world ahead of you but until you take responsibility for yourself, you will get nowhere. I am not scolding you - I am guiding you...
It's not all doom and gloom and i just write how it is. I don't paint you in a bad way at all....
My posts are cheery just here and there yes a doom and gloom. Not eveeryone can be perfect and happy 24/7.. .Like i said to Marcus it is very hard to keep others happy and know what they want. Even if you intend to do the right thing it might not be.
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