NEW LOOK

Daddy took me shopping at NEW LOOK! 

:)

When you can't stop crying, turn to your loved ones..

Long story short, I'm still hurting.

Horrible day at work, like a zombi.

 No mood to have long hair so now it's back to short.

The girls came and found me in town as they wanted to cheer me up.. 

Walked around for a while. I'm ok when i'm around people. So it was good. 

They helped make me smile.. 

Tomorrow they want to make me look like a princess, i do love them... 

I got lots of cuddles today.

My eyes are less blood shot now, still a little puffy but better :).. Makeup works wonders ;)

Got a banging head ache still from crying the whole night until the early morning :(...

Anywayyyyyyy, i'm a trooper ^.^

Just pray, hope and wait is all i can do now.

We went to the mac makeup store and Queen made me try on this BRIGHT red lipstick....

See the piccy below :)...

I didn't like it.. I look so pale at the moment :(

Hmmmm left them early and went over to kinara to meet mummy and daddy.

It's a curry place. Really nice... 

They wanted to treat me to dinner, it was good. 

They do love me and i do love them...When shit hits the fan they are there...

Daddy gave me money for New look shopping tomorrow =D

Tomorrow is the soft opening.

So daddy has to be there at 10am.

We will follow him to Ion and be there around 9:45am to see daddy open the doors =D

He said there is  a HUGE shoes section.. 

CAN'T WAIT!

After the curry i FINALLY went in the new car :)

Dad put the roof down and drove down the ECP just for me :)

Was fun... 

Made a stupid film. Was tearing up in the back because of certain reasons... but my mum was making me smile and laugh so it was ok...

Watch the video hehe, it's at the bottom of this page, but you'll have to turn ya head =/

I can't turn the film around heheh...

Sowieee..

Just spoke to darling Chris Bridger from England! 

He was on Skype!

God, don't you just love the technology these days, it's great!

Hi Bridger! :)

ANG MOH... lol

Well i'm tired and emotional so i guess i should get some rest...

Tomorrow is Saturday.. please bring me good news :'(

Tears

I don't understand...

Why me... 

I thought it was ok... Everything was great.

I had never been so happy.

I feel used, and thrown aside.

I'm not important...

Don't do this to me

Why....

:'(

FML reversed :)

Hmmm yesterday had it's ups and downs.

Had a FML at one point. Couldn't see C.H.

Then mum told me i could! =D

SO NO MORE FML! =D

Was so happy! She really is a star ( even though we do fight ).....

So i was super super happy after that and started to take stupid pictures with my collegues because i knew i was going to see C after work =D

Then made a stupid video with Halil aahhah..

They do make me chuckle :)

Went to see C after work.. Jumped into a HUGEEEE cuddle the minute i saw him =D

Soooooooooooo happy!

Feel a bit sad for him though as i know he didn't want to come back.

Did something bad today and wrong.. Borrowed $2 for the bus from my 9 year old brother this morning. Then asked him not to tell and i would pay him when i got home.

It was because i didn't have any coins and i didn't think and act in a responsible manner.

Now i look back, i'm such an idiot and not responsible. Asking my 9 year old brother if i could borrow money for the bus ?!?!

OMG amy... *slap*

Sigh... so yeh i did *fcuk* up this morning..

I have come up with a savings plan.... I'm going to plan out each month and put adie a certain amount... budget myself. Take the money out of my account that i want to use. Then leave the money i want to save in my account. Then when i go out leave my card at home. That way, i wont over spend because i will have to stick to my budget, the money that is in my wallet :)

I think it's a good idea :)

Oh and i spoke to Colin today! There is a biggggg get together in Idahoo next year.. It's a boys thing.

Then after, we were thinking of going to LA in a group!

It's not until June next year. So that is 11 months from now.

So we can all save and i can build up my leave from work...

Will be just nice..

Worked out that if i stick to my savings plan i will have $5,500..

Flights are about $1,800 - $2,000... Then a few $100 for my insurance then that will leave me with about $2,800 for spending...

We would stay in motels so not to spend so much on hotels,

and colin would drive =D....

LA UNIVERSAL!!!

=D

Fingers crossed... Shall think more about it nearer the time.... :)

For now just save, even if it doesn't go to plan, it'll be good to save that money up :)...

Hmmm, shall upload the pics and video from yesterday tonight :)....

Byeeeeeeeeee

FML !!!

YES, FML!!!!!

-.-

Sitting here and sobbing like a fool!

Like i said...

Like keeping alcohol away from a alcoholic who is in rehab!

Arghhhhh

I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO TO THE AIRPORT!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG

This is really really hard!...

Like keeping alcohol away from an alcoholic in rehab -.-

SUCKS!

Stupid H1N1 scares -.-

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

marilyn monroe

Monday night i was sitting downstairs with the parents and mum and i started to talk about feet lol..

I told her thank you for giving me nice feet haha..

 Then she said her feet were like shit and i told her they weren't. 

Then we looked at dads and started laughing. 

His feet were so funny.. 

His toes reminded me of E.T's finger lol....

My foot...

Followed by mums...

Then came dads............ hahahahahahh..

After the foot fun mum and i went to the kitchen. 

The fan started to blow her skirt and i started laughing saying it looked like Marilyn Monroe.

So then we started to mess about and do Marilyn monroe poses hahaha...

Then it just got silly lol..

All fun and games :)

Love you.....

I'm sooooo tired.. Time for sleep soon...

Brown or Blond ?

I kind of miss my natural brown hair...

What you think ?

Dye it back to my nice dark brown again or leave it blond ?

Before

After

Dinner and Cinema

Friday the 24th i went down to Vivo with colleagues to have dinner at a sea food restaurant. 

The service was so bad!

We all shared different dishes. The food was ok i guess but i wouldn't go there again due to the BAD service.

We all went over to Barnone after... God fun. 

Had a table waiting and a bottle of chivas for Jerry ahhah...

Jerry and everyone LOVED it there.

 Great bands and a nice bar. Not to loud but fun. 

Aziz got the magician for us again specially :)We thought Jerry was going to pass out from shock lol... 

Aziz is great. He really made sure that everyone was ok and had a good time. :)

I did this race with Ryan, see the video. Red bull hahah... YUCK!

He won, but i swear he starts before me lol...

25th Saturday, was supposed to go to Sentosa with some people but work wanted myself and some others to keep Ryan entertained. So Cindy picked me up and we went to watch "The Hangover" with Ryan and Tracy from work in gold class at Vivo. 

My first time in gold class..

 It's AMAZING! I lOVE it!.. 

The seat transforms into beds, you get a blanket and a button to press if you want anything. 

It's like first class on a plane! =D

Crazy!!!

 I want to go again!

I want to watch "The hangover" again as well. It's so funny! I laughed non stop... 

5/5 stars =D

Went to orchard after to go to the place Nicole suggested to fix my hair.

They are great!

Going to fix my hair next week :)

I went over to Ion shopping centre after the hair and met part of the "family" 

Kent, CBF and Gaga ( aka Queen )

We started calling queen, gaga, because she got bangs like lady gaga hahhah...

WANA BE!

Just joking, we love you really ^.^

Walked around for a while, it's MASSIVE! 

Amazing!

 I didn't really look very well because had to get home for dinner. I want to go again! :)

New look is now opening next weekend now.

Two floors =D

Oh, i tried on a straw hat and LOVE it! I want a straw hat... Hmm where to get a nice one from? :)

I think it looked good. 

Would look good on a beach with a bikini :)

Got home and mum had cooked a curry. So much food! Onion ball things, rice, chicken curry, beef curry, cheese curry, bread and some other things. 

So much!

 Was really yummy :)

Going to get a early night. 

So tired.

My eyes are really blood shot. 

Even mum noticed it.. Eyes do hurt :(

Oh one more thing. 

I really hurt my foot today :(

My glass filled with candle wax was on the window ledge and when i pulled my curtain open it knocked the candle of. The glass fell straight onto my foot. I teared up and cried right away. So painful. Couldn't walk on it and had to sit on my bed for sometime.

You know the pain when something hurts so bad that you feel like being sick..

It was like that :(

Bruised and tender now :(

Come home...

Please :'(

Our house in Australia!

Parents are building a house in Brisbane =D It's looking great! Mummy sent me the pictures the other day..I can't wait to see the final result. It's going to look very very nice.Games room for daddy, library for mummy... and a nice pool out back with a bbq pit =D Mummy and daddy went over a few months back to choose all the tiles and colours for everything. The kitchen is going to look amazing! :)Excited and happy for the rents =D

A few weeks ago..

Now it has the complete roof and windows! :)

Love this! :)

LOVE this picture :)

It looks like something that would be in a magazine....

Look at the background!

Looks amazing!

:)

NEW LOOK!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OGM OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!

NEW LOOK IS FINALLY OPENING IN SINGAPORE!

mummy just messaged me and confirmed that the shop will be opening this Saturday in the new shopping centre, ion, in Orchard!!!!!

OOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGG!

Waited so long! Everyone go down and check it out.. The clothes and shoes are GREAT!

There is a guys section as well with great logo t-shirts!

Check the website...

wooooooooooooo

www.newlook.com

Funny cartoons

My colleague sent me these funny cartoons

hehehe

:)

Tired

It's midnight, can't wait, need to sleep.

 I will be up at 6am again...

 :(

This sucks....

I think i pulled something in my back. 

Hurts really badly :( 

running or skating ??? :(

owwwwwww...

I did my first drop in today.. It was a small one but i did it! :)

H1N1

Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset

Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset

Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset

Upset Upset Upset Upset Upset

Upset Upset upset

Upset Upset

Upset

Stupid H1N1.....

Arghhhhh!

:(

goodnight

I'm tired.

Headache from hell.

Moody....

Emotional...

:(

Another joke... ^.^

John: It's my wife's birthday today.

Peter: What's your gift to her?

John: I asked her what she wanted.

Peter: What did she say?!

John: Anything, as long a there are DIAMONDS.

Peter: what did you get her?!

John: Playing cards

ICHAT

ICHAT is GREAT but it's strange...

That you are so close to someone yet so far...

Going to my beddy now...

Wipe those tears and sleep with my teddy bear :)

x

Reality shows

I have to say that i have done nothing the whole weekend hehe..

But it's good... I've stayed at home the whole weekend.. watching reality shows lol..

Last night i played pool with my parents and cousin Norman at blooies for a while then went home and watched "The city" till 1am and today i have watched "The making of girlicious" a super bitchy show!

Spoke to chris this morning on ICHAT! He arrived in America safely.... It was 10pm on Saturday for him and it was 1pm on Sunday for me when i spoke to him... Strange eh..

Spoke to Nikki on ICHAT for a while as well... She showed me her hair extensions on webcam.... I was like "YOU HAVE EXTENSIONS?!?!?" haha.... But hers are a MUCH better job then mine...

I want to dye my hair a nice dark brown as well.. I don't want to be a fake blond... Makes me look fake and you can see the roots... :(

Hmm thinking of Loreal, do it your self dye... 

Maybe ask mummy to do it for me ^.^

Oh mummy is getting her belly pierced tomorrow! =D

How cool is that ?! hahaha...

Listened to this melody just now and it made me all sad and teary.... :(

It's ok.... 10 days :)....

Positive thinking ^.^

Night night

Miss you...

:(

Sweet dreams....

Harry potter

Last night there was some "event" for the harry potter film. All these big organizations got free tickets to watch the harry potter film. So st.james had a guest list of 5 people and i was given the 5 tickets ^.^

I asked Hussey, Maria, brother dustbin and jiasiant if they wanted to go and they did.... =D

Met Hussey and got a Ben and Jerry milkshake each.. mmmm yummy... but so expensive! Two milkshakes came to $22! Also the women that served us was on something! hahhahah, she was like so giggly, hyper and jumping all over the place... Strange women =/

Then Dustbin showed up and we went to collect the tickets... Waited outside the cinema for all the organizations to turn up. Whilst waiting these camera men made me and Dustbin shout happy birthday Singapore... *Hide my head in shame* Chris ran away like a chicken hahha... =p

Really needed to pee so went to the bathrooms and it was like a western movie setting in the toilets ?!?! lol....

Jiasiant and maria turned up and we started with the picture taking again =p

Went inside to take our seats then decided we wanted popcorn so Maria and I went to get some SWEET popcorn ^.^

Then we only wanted the really sticky sweet pieces so we were searching throw the pot and taking all the good pieces of pop corn out ahhaha.. Then started to throw the pieces we didn't want at Dustbin lol...

Then filled his shoe with pop corn hahhah...

We got really bored waiting for the film to start -.-

Supposed to start at 8:30, didn't start till 10:00!! Had these three people come in and talk to us for ages about... ummm.... ( Not sure we were talking, taking pictures and not listening, hehe )

Left the film after about half an hour =/

I was so tired and we all worked out that the film wouldn't finish till about 1am.. To late, wouldn't of reached home till 2am!

So left at about 11, got home by 11:30.. Has my shower and went on ichat for a while :)

Slept at around 12:30.

Had a wake up call very early this morning to help me get up :)

Chris got a taxi to my house and i jumped in and headed for the airport...

Checked in, found out that his dad had put him in business class on the new SQ plane.... so good... :)

 The flight is all together around 23 hours and he has to take 3 or 4 planes and then drive up a mountain to his house =/

So business class is needed :)

Headed to McDonalds for some Milo and muffins! :)

Mmmm yummy ^.^

Went to change singapore money to American money and then said our goodbyes

Very emotional :(

Tears :(

Headed home and now i'm on my lappy :)

Norman ( cousin ) has gone out for the day so i'm waiting for transformers 2 to load, going to watch that followed by the proposal... :)

Just going to relax and lay in my bed, hehe...

Just had an apple with peanut butter on the side... ( dip the apple into the peanut butter and it tastes so good!!! ) 

=D

A funny joke from my mummy... ^.^

A doctor had an affair with his secretary and got her pregnant. Worried that his wife might find out, he told his secretary to go to Italy until the baby was born and he would make arrangements to get a divorce when she returned. "How will I let you know how things go?" she asked. He told her to send an unsigned postcard from Italy with the word "Spaghetti" written on the card. Six months later, the card duly arrived at his home whereupon the Doctor had a heart attack and was taken into Intensive Care. When his wife was asked what could have caused the attack she said "I don,t know but he got this postcard from Italy which read Spaghetti, spaghetti, spaghetti, two with sausage and meatballs and one without."

The truth :)

It was my of day on Tuesday and i went to woodlands and ate pizza for lunch :) hehe.... Went to tanglin mall and waited for Mr.Hussey to get his passport from the American place.... Sat at starbucks and had this jelly drink ( that made me feel super weird =/).....

Taylor come over! =D

Haven't seen him in agessssssss.... He walked over form the American club and met me! We all finished our drinks and decided to go back over to the American club for Tiger Tuesday :) Met Sandy, Andrew and the others there.... Mutley got me a choclate milkshake, Sooooooooooo GOOD!!!! Waaaa best milkshake ever! Didn't stay long, went back over to Woodlands place and went online for a while.. Then i felt ewww,

( Chris swears it's the jelly from starbucks -.- )

lol... So i layed down for a while. Then it just started. Started talking... Right back to when i was at Woking high... right up untill that very moment i was laying down.... I have never done that before. I admit, in the past when i told people things i would of twisted it to make it sound not as bad.

However i didn't... I spilled everything..

The fact that i lied and dated the wrong guys and to many. The fact that i had put my parents through hell and i messed up at school... I left all the gor inside.... I'm not going to spill the gor here for everyone to see BUT the importnat thing is it felt so good. To be able to tell the truth... To spill all my bad deeds out.... and then..... have that person say thankyou... Tell me that they were proud of me.... They told me that what i had done is bad and that things need to change... Yes they do... My parents have been telling me for a long time... Things feel so very different now... I am mixing with kids my own age again, mixing with western kids again. I'm being me. I stopped wearing so much makeup, dressing up, clubbing even seems to not be important now. I would much rather have a movie night with my friends and take out pizza at home... I'm slowlyyyy. ( a little to slowly ) starting to realise and look at things in a different picture.... There isn't a need for me to act all grown up and try to be something i'm not. I just hope things will continue going up and stop slipping back down....

Feel happy and feel good.....

*B If you know you will have to lie to your parents about what your doing then it means it's wrong and you shouldn't be doing it B *

I'm going to remember this everytime from now on, before i take action in something.....

It's good to talk to your parents. That's what they are there for, to guide you.... Feeling good about the future.... I just had to clear up one major problem. Remember i told you that i lied and stayed out at my friends house... Yeh.. BIG NO NOOO.... Yet i did it and now i will have to face the punishment on Saturday..... After that, lets jsut hope it's not to late and i don't get but in a cargo box back to England...

It feels so good to be around western kids my age, doing normal things, like shopping, cinema, sleepovers.... it's great :)

Love you all....

This is the real me.. ^.^

WESTERNNNNNN!

;)

( My british accent is ocming back! )

:)

A nice weekend :)

My family went to Sri lanka last Saturday... Miss my mum... Any way, moving on.

Friday night i went out with Cindy to take Ryan out. Cindy and i both invited a friend so that the group was bigger and that Ryan had more people to interact with... I invited Chris :)

PERFECT match for Ryan lol.. Cindy and i couldn't get a word in edge wise lol... The two of them got on like a house on fire! Ryan used to to go the Shanghai American school and Chris used to go to Singapore American school. So they bothe knew each others friends, and they seem to know all about the same strange films i had never heard of, such as pineapple express, tropic thunder etc etc :).

Had a nice meal at this German place at Vivo... Ordered to much food though, so very full. Then we went to godiva and got Chocolateeeeeeeee.. Yummy :)

After which we walked over to Barnone. Had a table over there. The live band was great and Aziz got us a magician to entertain our group :)! He was WOWWWWWWW.. Ryan loved it so that was the main point :)

One trick was crazy and none of us could figure it out! The magician made Winky hold a pack of cards. Then he kept asking winky if the cards were in his hands still, so Winky checked and yes they were still there. Then the magician said something and asked Winky to look at the pack again and instead of the pack of cards being there, there was a glass block! WTHHHHHHH lol....

Saturday i took Ryan out with Chris to go and look around :).. Had lunch around the CBD, Took him to little India ( so hot! ), follwed by the Singapore flyer :).. Chris showed him so army stuff....

We then walked over to Marine square so that Ryan could look at some shoes, then Suntec. In suntec there was this urf board thing and it was a challenge, youhad to try and stand on it for as long as you could without falling over whilst it moved around, so funny. Got a great rasta hat for Sandy haha ( it was his birthday ). Decided to go back home and change for the evening. Chris and Ryan went over to blooies to have a game of pool and i got changed. I met them over there and then kicked their ass at pool =p hehehhe..

Then went down to Clark quay for some dinner :)

Had a really yummy kebab thing.. But really expensive! Crazy prices!....

Went over to Cuba bar as it's known for its mojitos.... and OH MY! They are so good! However again the price is CRAZYYYYYYY, had one and then left.. Went over to fashion bar for a while to meet the friends. :)

Really nice place....

The funniest thing happened!!! The toilets are uni sex. So me and some others went to the bathroom. There are only two cubicles and they are made of glass but they are "frosted" so "you can't see".... So we are waiting outside and Chris goes in to one cubicle.. Then this girl we don't know goes into the one next to his. Next thing i know Chris comes running out mouthing "omg omg" We looked in his cubicle and you could see EVERYTHING the girl was doing in the cubicle next to his! Like pulling down her trousers and stuff lol... Not really frosted glass lol... His reaction was so funny...

Went home at around 11:30 :)

Was in bed then got phone call after phone call from my friend to go outside as they had left their house key with me and needed to pick it up...-.-

Sat outside for a while and we spoke. Then i made the worst decision ever. To go get my stuff from inside our house and stay my friends house as we were all going out the next day. Wrong thing to do and i lied to my parents and told them i was at home.

Sunday was a relaxed day and fun :)

Went home early though as i wanted to help cook the dinner. Made spaghetti, added all sorts, sausage, marmite and some other things :)

Norman loved it and ate LOADSSSSSSS.... Made apple pie for him after. Sat and spoke to him for a bit. He was telling me about a pizza hut delivery experience and how the guy ended up in court =/

Said good night and went upstairs to my beddy :)

Spoke on Ichat for a while and then went to sleep..

Hope you guys are having fun in Sri lanka... xx

I'm back :)

Oppsss, epic fail on up dating the blog =/ I'm back now though ^.^ hehe.... Hmmmm...

On the 19th ( Friday ) i went for my friends commissioning ball :) YuYu! hehe... Was good fun.... Went and got my hair done by Alex :).. Got a new black dress and had my makeup done :)It was on mount faber.... The place was so pretty and i made so many new friends! I made ang moh friends! hehe.... Elle! =D

Really nice girl :) and Cherie! so cute! lol....

The food wasn't great though i have to say =/

The entertainment wasn't to bad.

1. There was a shim.. Mega funny...
2. Four selected guys had to pole dace for a competition.
3. Four selected guys had to tie a potato to a pc of string then swing it back and forth to knock a item of the stage, lol...
4. Girl with the shortest dress.
5. Four girls had to lap dance on this really important guy lol... I WAS ONE OF THE FOUR! I was shaking like crazy lol.. So funny though.. .Had to blindfold the poor guy and tie his hands behind his back.
6. the video presentation was really nice as well :)

On the 20th ( Saturday ) i went to st.james with my girls and Dustbin my Chinese brother from another mother!!! lol =D Fun as always... Party the night away :) Love them..

27th ( Saturday ) was the big house party.... :) Fun fun.... Had belly dancers, lion dancers, LOTS of food.. A lot of people turned up :). My grandparents came over from England as well :)... After the house party i went out with my dads friends to this club i hadn't been to before. There was a DJ battle. Nice place :) Meet Vjay, the producer of MTV ASIA :) and met some famous Dj's from Singapore and America :)

8th ( Wednesday ) I went to timbre with my "family".... Maria, Dustbin, Sherly, CBF, Jiasiant, Chris, Natasha, Kent.... :) Was GREAT fun! But sad to say bye bye to our baby Natasha :'( *sob*

We took millions of pics =D

The food it GREAT there.... Nice setting and good band.. The service could be a bit better but all in all 10/10.. LOVE IT... Defo be going there again! :)

I got hair extensions! :)

Hmmm oh yeh! I joined the gym as well! :)

True fitness. REALLY NICE! You should all go and join :)

Tonight is dinner at vivo with work collegues, followed by drinks at barnone :)

Will update soon!

Till then byeeeeeeeeeee :)