End of 2008......

Christmas is over! I ate way to much! 58kg! :'(

I got a lot of lovely things for Christmas. 

Mum, brother and sister gone to England :( Wish i could of gone as well. It's -3 there at the moment!

Dad gone to Hong kong but back tonight.

Today has been...... hmmm difficult. Very difficult. My day goes like this: 

• Wake up
• Walk to bus stop
• Walk to work
• Do my work
• Walk to bus stop
• Walk home
• Cook dinner
• Eat dinner
• Watch 90210
• Sleep

I want to save my pay for January, However there is one thing i really really want to do, take a trip to IKEA! Really really want to buy a wardrobe! So badly want a wardrobe! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! Also take a shopping trip with my vouchers :) Other then that ( and my mummy's birthday present ;) i will be saving hard!

Well it's time to start thinking of resolutions....... Tired and lonely. Going to bed now.

Look at the yummy dinner i cooked. I cooked tuna bake!

• Boil water in a pan
• Chop onions and garlic up
• Add pasta to boiling water
• Put onions and garlic in a frying pan and let simmer
• Add tomato paste to the onions and garlic
• Drain pasta
• Empty two tins of tuna into a dish
• Add the pasta on top
• Poor the tomato, onions and garlic source on top of pasta
• Sprinkle a little Oregano
• Mix a little
• Grate cheese on top
• Put dish in the oven for 10 - 15 minutes
• Serve and eat...... YUMMY!!

After baking in the oven

 

Before baking in the oven

Miss my mummy so so much........

Christmas day!

It's Christmas day! Weeee. Woke up early, " Santa" had been ;) Lots of presents around the tree from "santa! :)

Kids opened them.

Frazer was in a race to see what he had

See all the presents! These are just from "santa"

Whilst my sister was happy looking one by one :)

See how many presents my brother opened before my sister!

Now all the presents start to come down from the parents ;)

Look! This is just some of the presents, there are more.

 

After presents mum cooked lunch. So much food! See!

 

Followed by Christmas pudding! Yummy! With cream

Dad decided to play with one of my brothers gifts haha....

Dad got a Wii for the family. So we all played bowling after lunch :)

You can create your own people on the Wii and dad created this HORRIBLE looking guy and called it AMY!!!!!

 

Then my brother started doing this really strange stuff! I think he's double jointed! He can turn his elbows inside out!

O.k were all going to play boxing now on the Wii now haha then eat again!

Blog later!

Hate this feeling!

I know i can be a stubborn person however i have learnt that it is important to talk things out and try to understand how others feel. I'm not at school any more, kids could scream and use swearing as a form of insult, I've grown up and have become a adult.

The thing is i have found you can only talk and try to understand others if they are willing to do the same. some people have big egos and are unwilling to talk like adults. These people you have to put up with in life, wether it be the people you work with, family, or your loved one.

I'm learning that life gets harder as we go on. More challenges and harder tasks to complete. More confusion and more pain. It's how we deal with them that makes us the people we will be.....

I so want to make the people that i love proud of me. It's just so hard and i can't seem to do it. :( 

I do try, i do.... I try so hard to keep every one happy, i just for some reason can't... and it hurts.... the way people bite back and snap.... Just not fair :(

Merry Christmas

Hello, big kisses  from the seychelles, keep in touch. xxxxxxxxxxxx

1/12/2008

Why ????? 

Ziyi BBQ and CHRISTMAS!!

Went to Ziyi BBQ yesterday evening. It was her 19th Birthday! Happy Birthday darling! Crazy, i remember going to her 18th Birthday! Seems like only the other day! 

My face! lol

Thanks Rohi! lol

Birthday girl! and me :)

Rohi and meee... ziyi brother in law?!! hahahah

I have no idea who took this or why we look blue/gray!

You see my new best friend in my hand!

 

Maria and i before going to Ziyi BBQ.. No more skate sports!

It's Christmas time! Ziyi bf took dropped me home. Went home around 8:15pm... Mum cooked a really yummy Mexican; nachos, garlic bread, beef raps, cheese, tacos and lots and lots more :) YUMMYYYY.

Took some pictures of our christmas tree :)

For my sister, Merry Christmas

Pwettyyy lights on our christmas tree.

 

Love the net with the lights shining behind.

Last but not least the whole christmas tree! :) Big right??? Mum decorated it herself! So nice!

Had two really nice e-mails today: 

• From Prema, A customer,

Dear Amy, No problem, Merry christmas and a happy new year. Forget about all your problems and enjoy life. Don't worry about work and take care of your health. I wish for this wonderful christmas, all your wished will come true

• From Gwen, another customer,

Hi Amy, Thanks very much for helping me finding the PI's for me. Appreciate your hard work. Sorry there are times that my tone is harsh i can't help it hehe. Well done.

nice right! :) I do have some nice customers :)

Missing feeling still there :(

Feelings

I got a little missing feeling in my tummy.

Note to self: STAY STRONG

Christmas time!

Went to town last night. Met up with my fwendsss... We went to Indo chine my new fav place to hang out. Love the live band.. Took pics of all the pwettyyyy lights. Had choc cake at Indo! LOVE the food there! 

The whole wall is covered in lights, so pretty.

Love Tangs lights as well.

Big RED bows on all the trees!

I think last years lights were better though??

Us 4 at Indo

Big hugs!! Don't let go haha

Found these crabs in the office the other day! Hahah

Dad got the new Wii machine, setting it up now, looks super super fun! Going to go play now :)

Want a hug 

Pretty things

See how nice these things are! I want pweaseeee :)

The gold braclet and necklace would look so nice togther! They do the gold necklace with a letter A :) Charms i can put on my charm bracelet ! :)

Last but not least, for all the guys that love their girls get them something nice! Like this bracelet, so romantic and pretty. I find it very nice. Parents can also but it for the children to show how much they love her, or him, haha.

SIA

Did some cam whoring on Sunday before going out.

I went to Vivo on sunday with Alvin my fwend :) He's just like a girl haha. love how he says " omg he is such a bitch!" lol...

Got a pair of nice smart black shoes and a REALLY nice bag from Charles and keith :) want the white one please! it's pwetty :)

ALMOST CHRISTMAS!! hehe....

I went to the SIA interview on monday, the 15th. Didn't get it BUT i shall not give up :) Going to try again next year, i was told there are already TWO ang moh training in SIA.. Guess the ang mohs have a chance hahah. If not i shall try Qantas and maybe british airways :)

Time for bed, got work tomorrow. It's getting very frustrating at work.... that's another story though... Imagine being in a office where you are completely out casted... and having to work like you have 8 arms haha like octopus heheh.. actually i'll admit i like the logistics side a lot just hate the position i'm in. Does that make sense ???

FRUSTRATED!!!!

Tiffany & co

oh my ! Go look at this website! www.tiffany.com 

The charms are beautiful! They range from $110 + but they really are worth it ! BEAUTIFUL! I love them. Love the red candy cane, the skate and the cup cake hehe. Tiffany and co have some really amazing things.  Go look :)

Miracle

I'm so so so happy :) Have been since yesterday when i found out.... I haven't told my mum yet so i can't tell any of you what it is yet either :) hehe However it really is a miracle and i never thought it would happen and it's a once in a life time thing!! :) ( No i'm not "up the duff" as my mother put it haha ) Stay tuned to find out!!!! ;)

Thinking

I got a new phone :) Daddy got it for me E66 in white, very nice.... But any way i have been thinking.... about my santa list. I really really don't need most of the stuff i put. I don't want the dvd's, sillly, really not worth the money and i probs wont watch it os often any way. The earrings, i don't need such expensive ones, i was thinking, mum got me some really nice ones from this place at the bottom of park way some time back, something like that would be nice. Clothes would be very nice and yes i really really would like clothes hehe but the thing i need the most is some shoes, i have a real problem, i really have no sensible shoes! I know it my own fault but any way, my sandels strap is broken and my black flat shoes have holes in them! :( So i do really really need some shoes. But that is it really. Aside to mummy if your reading..... Thankyou very much for the phone, anything else will be a big bonus... :) Okie of to work now.... bye :)

Goodbye

bye bye :'(

Happy thoughts......... :(

Worst day EVER.... My phone is broken, completely, gone gone gone.... bye bye!

Now i have to buy a new phone, really got no choice. It's bloody christmas month, wanted to save up as well. Oh my, feel so down. NO! I told myself to be happy and positive.... but my phone :( Ok ok...

Maybe i can buy a cheap one, nice ? I don't know, i'll have to look. Don't want to buy second hand. Oh my oh my. how to be happy :'(

Going to go crawl up in a ball and cry now.. goodnight

Greedy

Oppsss i just wrote my santas list but i feel a bit greedy :$

• The phone i don't NEED it's just a want i guess. 
• The DVD's are a waste of money i suppose, can rent them right ?
• The earrings are pretty (and i took my two top ones out so only got one set now) but you can buy cheap ones from Diva and stuff right?
• Hmmmm clothes and the wardrobe, this is hard :( but again not a NEED just a want ????

Ho hum, actually the best thing is that my sister and brother have a fantastic christmas and get all the presents they want from santa :) Then i'll be happy, i've had many years of getting what i want, it's their time now :)

Dear Santa

Dear santa, these are my top 7 things i would like :)........... please, with a cherry on top :)

1. A really BIG wardrobe, for all my clothes....A walk in wardrobe type of thing!. with lots of space for shoes and bags and belts. With lots and lots of hanging space and shelves. I want to transform my little room into a walk in wardrobe!!!!! PLEASE SANTA..... I planned it all...Heheh: The bookcase would come out, ( all my books would go on the shelves daddy said he would get from ikea but didn't, so guess i will. On my wall in my bedroom) replacing it would be shelve things for lots of shoes. Then shelves on the wall for jewellery :) Then a BIG, LONG, TALL, wardrobe all along my wall with lots of space for hanging clothes and drawers, must have drawers for undies hehe...... But no doors on it so it would really be like a walk in wardrobe!!!! OMG HEAVEN!!... Then one more thing, must be matching colour.. so if it is dark wood must all be dark wood hehe..... ( sorry been planning it in my head for months hehe )
2. A few DVD's that i haven't had a chance to but yet : What happens in vegas, Kung fu panda, Mama mia.... Any friends seasons on box set pleaseeeeee !! :)
3. CLOTHES! Lots and lots of clothes! It's all about cute flat shoes, waist belts and cute summer dresses this year!
4. The same phone as daddy but in white :) Nokie N66.
5. One pair of really pretty sparkly earings :) LOVE the little stud heart earrings from swaroviski, in silver or red :)
6. Some new headphones for my ipod. the wire is broken on my current ones :(
7. Money.... this money is not going to be touched, it is going into my account and i'm going to watch it grow, muhahaha :)

However item 1 is the BEST! :)

Places i would like to eat :)

My top three pics of places i REALLY REALLY want to eat! Menu looks so good (I picked out the dishes that looked the best :) and setting is so pretty! ( click on the links to see :)

1. My secret garden: 161 middle road ( next to 96 waterloo street ) http://www.mysg.com.sg/main.htm. Starter: Buffala mozzarella cheese. Main course: Roasted chicken. Desert: Tripple choc.
2. P.s Cafeat at Palais. Level 2. Palais s.c 390 Orchard rd: http://www.pscafe.sg/?gclid=CJ_oz8HaqJcCFUkupAodwwuPkA. Main course: Ps.Chicken in a basket lightly breaded chicken tenders served with our house fries, veggie sticks and two dips. Desert: Steamed banana pudding
3. Cafe iguana: 30 Merchant Road#01-03 Riverside Point:http://www.cafeiguana.com/index.html Starter: Quesadillas and queso fundido. Main course: Grilled chicken fajitas or grilled chicken burritos. Desert: Ancho chile chocolate cake.

Singapore people

I'm so sorry to say this but most Singapore people are so bloody rude! The bus is empty so everyone is going to get on right?! So what's the point in pushing and shoving! Let me tell you how Western people do things, 

• we wait in a nice line 
• A nice space between you and the next person
• Then get on the bus in a nice manner. 

Let me tell you how most singapore people do it,

• One person will stand in a certain area 
• Along will come another Singapore person 
• They will stand in front of them just so they can be a bit closer, 
• Monkey see monkey do
• Everyone starts pushing just to get in front of each other!

 stupid right! Oh well, was looking through my pictures on my laptop, hehe funny... Look

heheh

THANKYOU Fel hehe ^^ See you online later ;) Ohhh guess what i found out :) When you fill out your personal details, the blogger asks you random funny questions haha... Go read. Click on the veiw complete profile link just under my picture.. my latest question was something like.......For your birthday, your aunt gave you a maple syrup dispenser shaped like a rooster. Please write her a thank-you note:.... random right haha, go read my answer :) Plus you can go see my wishlist alsoit's in the complete profile link also :)

changes

Okie dokie, Things are going to be different on this blog now =D

• Layout has changed
• Personal profile information has ben updated
• More pictures
• Conversations of the day
• Music ( if i can figure it out )

FELICIA OR KAT, YOUR PRO'S AT BLOGS SO HELP ME! I WANT TO ADD MUSIC AND HAVE MOVING PICTURES DISPLAYED LIKE YOURS, FELICIA! HAHAH ALSO HOW TO ADD MY TAG BOARD BACK !! (: I have deleted most of my old posts, as they were depressing, stupid and my Englsih was terrible :) I left a few though, all my new posts are going to be more interesting (: I've been sick the past few days, lost my voice, i stayed at home for the past few days, dr gave me lots of medicine. I got Sex and the city! LOVE THAT FILM =) If you haven't watched it, go and watch it! I'm still going cold turkey ;) hehe, i know what i mean.

I got Loli her christmas present! It's perfect =D

So stupid

I just read Shins profile and it made me realise my blog is so silly! All i do is moan about myself and complain about things. There are people out there writing about important things and here i am complaining about silly things. Ho hum, guess i am a numpty like my daddy calls me..... Love you mum... Sorry

Wise words

A very wise and special man told me something....... "As a person we travel along a journey of life, we are faced with roads taking two directions and we need to choose what way to go" I read and read this sentence but what if you don't know what way to go. What if everything you had worked for starts to crumble around you and you can't seem to do anything good or correct. I'm sick of hearing a sorry or a i care..... i have heard to much of the other stuff. I need to just walk away and be alone, be strong. Cry in my room so no-one else can see or hear. Until there are no more tears to cry, No more lies no more pain...... almost a new year... almost a new start...

You can NEVER take your words back

"I would rather be with my ex then be with a fucking slut".. "I would rather die then be with an ang moh whore!" Yes these are the words that will cut you like a knife...... Enough said for today

18th dinner with the family !!

Waa at last 18!!!!! I had the best birthday everrrrr and it's not even my birthday party yet !! I got a huge list of presents from all over the world...... Apple mac, apple stereo, red video camera, red digital camera, Cartier necklace!! It's so prettttyyyy... and alot fo other AMAZING gifts..... Well i wont dribble on, see the picture!! :) To lazy to upload all pictures, just go see my facebook :)

NDP 2008!!

Waa had so much fun last night!! Jilly message me and asked if i wanted to go ndp with her, she had tickets! Those tickets are like gold dust man. So of course i said... YES!!.. Heheh. Crazy i tell you, I never seen so much red in all my life. we sat at the top and could see everything!.. After we went on to the floating platform to check it out, damn cool! the dj from st.james power house was there playing music.. Check out all e pics, ALOT hehehe... THANKYOU JILLY!!! "Your my best fwendddddd" haha, remember haha. Siao. This is just a tiny ammount, the rest are on my friendster. Go see !! www.friendster.com/tinkbaby