stay with me, broken hearted girl

Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There. So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark With Your Picture, In My Hands. Story Of a Broken Heart.

You’re everything I thought you never were and nothing like I thought you could’ve been, But still you live inside of me, So tell me how is that? You’re the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I’d love to not forgive, And though you break my heart, you’re the only one, And though there are times when I hate you Cause I can’t erase The times that you hurt me And put tears on my face

I don’t wanna be without you babe I don’t want a broken heart Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe I don’t wanna play that part I know that I love you But let me just say I don’t want to love you in no kind of way.

Pain

Falling into a black ditch.

Pain washing over me more and more.

Make the pain go.

Go away.

please.

Please.

Gizmo said four years!

FOUR YEARS!

perth day 3, 4 and 5

Haven't blogged for a few days. Been busy ^.^

We have been to a lot of shopping places :) LOVE the shopping here.

Went to this VIP place with Bev's mum the other night, fun.

Yesterday i looked a little at a uni. Looks really nice. We went to nandos and had ice cream after.

Went to Freemantle to see the beach, really pretty.

Yesterday rained and was really cold. LOVE LOVE LOVE the weather here :)

Caity and i went and got LOADS of sweets and face masks and watched two chick flicks, heheh ^.^

Last night Caity dressed me up in this really pretty black dress and did all my hair and makeup.

Then we all went to see the casino. WOW! It's 18+ to enter here.

Really pretty inside.

We went to play black jack, i put the minimum bet of $15 in just to try and i won $300+!

heheh ^.^ i didn't want to get greedy so i stopped playing after a while and cashed in my chips, fun fun fun :)

Eating so much here! I don't care either, Most the girls here are very tall and big sized, i fit in :)

Well we are all going out now, blog later! =D

Dylan, Caity and me.

Caity and me.

Freemantle beach :)

Pose! hehe

Caity and Ben.

Pretty, right :)

All the sweets we got :)

Look at the train track!

Perth day 2

Today i went to a shopping centre with Caity. Everything closes so early here, 5pm! 

We went to Freemantle for dinner. Went to a really nice italian place for dinner. Went to this really really yummy ice cream place for desert. You get to choose your ice cream then you can add almost ANYTHING you want. YUMMY...

We went to Steves house in the evening and met up with friends.

LOVE the houses here! Got lost on the way, drove forever lol.

Heard a lot of funny stories.

Cologene lip gloss or something lol.

Udl vodka and apple :)

This place is so cool!! It's a drive through, but not for food for booze lol.

This is the ice cream place. Mine was white chocolate, brownie, caramel and gummy bears.

All the different things to add!

Ice cream!

Caity and i

Italian place, i want to eat this pizza again!

Us!!!

Hahaha, damn funny, bev trying Caity's hair extensions.

Walking around :)

Pretty, right :)

Perth day 1

I'm in Perth! Landed ahead of time. 

A little scary with the landing, really high winds, the whole plane was swaying.

Very cold when we got here. Caity, Ben, keogen and steve were at the airport to pick us up :)

Went back to their house and decided to go out haha. Went driving until about 4am then we went home.

Smokes for Ben :) Look at the size of them! 

Plane! :)

Caity!

Ben 

Being stupid with the lap top lol.

Pass!

I passed my basic theory! ^^ yay......

Perth today as well! ^^ Excited...

Yesterday on my way back from my test i got a call asking me to pop to ben and jerry to celebrate our friends birthday. Went ther for a short while. Ate so much ice cream! Ordered was 40 scoops of ice cream! PLUS, a ice cream cake for 30people!

YUMMY!

fatty fatty hehe.

Nanny goes back today :(

Bye bye!

:)

Excited!

2 days till driving test!

3 days till Perth!

:)

Weekend

Friday i went me practice theory test for driving and i got 90% ^.^

Bev picked me up after and we went and met Calvin and the rest at Parkway for a coffee at starbucks. I finished new moon, now i want to buy and read eclipse! ( twilight books :)

Saturday i had work in the morning then i went to starbuck after for lunch. Made my way to parkway and had my infills done for my nails. Bev came to find me with Ji.

He dropped me at kalang leisure park and i went ice skating with eddy, steve and john from ic.

Met Bev, Calvin and some others at Marine square after and watched push. Not a bad film actually, enjoyed it, a lot of action. Damn funny after, the boys couldn't remember where the car was parked, we walked around for nearly an hour trying to look for it lol. Calvin wouldn't let me carry my bag because it was to heavy so he took it and went marching with bev to look for the car lol. Went to Keith's house to play cards for a while.

Sunday woke up and sat by the pool reading the paper, nice weather today :)

Didn't do much actually heheh, watched the simpsons :)

Ben called me on the way home and asked me and Bev to buy him ice mint marlboro cigs (because you can't buy that brand in Oz) and take them to him.... tsk tsk... stop smoking Ben! hehe

Now i'm home and i'm tired so going to sleep now.

Nanny and mummy are home soon, yay! Oh and i do have to say, my fathers spag bog is the BEST! ;)

Nails before they get cut down.

Nails after they get cut down and the white gel is put on :)

Over due pics of when Ben was here and we went for ice cream! :)

Look how yummy it looks! heheh.

Ben and i ate the whole thing between us lol.

He said when he and Caity come over next, they are getting in a cab from the airport, picking me up on the way and we are all going to eat this.

Silly billy lol.

Night night :)

5 days till Perth :)

Grrr

Frustrated,

Lonely,

Tired,

Sad.

Small things said will mean the world,

Not when others say it though,

Only you.

Don't put me down all the time...

6 says till Perth!! :)

Stolen pics hehe

Stole these pictures from jas's blog hehe...

Damn fugli and funny pics lol.

Oh my gooshi, bomb has landed on us at work :(

Found a school i like the look of :)

7 days till Perth :)

Hais

Wish things were how they used to be. 

Full of laughter, being silly.

Friends are important.

Talk to me.

9 days till Perth :)

P.s: my nanny is here! So happy =D...

Outings with the friends

Friday: Song came round and we had dinner. I made a mince dish with homemade garlic bread, yummy. Then we got a cab down to Zouk and met some friends there. I watched All American rejects perform! Got free entry into Zouk because i was wearing a striped jumper over my outfit ^.^... Got a bit bored and Song had to go back early so Bev came and got me from Zouk with Sean and his girlfriend. The new car is very very nice, BMW 7 series. We went to Rebel at Clarke quay and met some other people there. Very happening hehe. A lot of my friends from Tanglin and UWC were there =)

Went back to Sentosa after and slept, tired :)

Saturday: Woke up and had lunch whilst looking out at the sea and watching the storm, very very nice. Relaxing.

A HUGE storm though. Watched the lightning hitting the water.

Bev took me to suntec and i met Alvin and another girl friend there. Had a coffee at starbucks and walked around for a while. Had a god giggle, then Alvin and the girlfriend left and bev cam and got me. Bev, Calvin, Ji, and Amanda were in the car and we went to town to meet some more friends. Bev surprised me, he got me, new moon!^.^... We Decided to watch a late night movie. " He's just not that into you "

We had some time before the movie so we went to play in the arcade hehe and then had subway and KFC =)

Film was o.k but not as good as what we thought and they guys hated it lol. Kept blaming us girls for choosing a chick flick hah.

Sunday: Woke up a bit late, Bev took me to one 15 degrees for lunch. VERY yummy! Had a pasta dish. The weather started to get bad and the sky went black. Bev got ready for army and then we went to Pasir ris so he could book in. Weather got very very bad, big storm.

Now i'm at home, watching the hero's marathon =)

Friends on the right =)

Meeee

Ji, Amanda and me

All of us in the cinema! ^.^

Ji and me hehe

It looks like Amanda is chewing Eve's finger! lol

Eve, me and Amanda

Friends from Tanglin =)

Tanglin friends in Yellow Jelo next to rebel :)

At Zouk before rebel

All American rejects!

Song and me inside Zouk

These pictures are from last week, didn't get a chance to upload them :)

I LOVE this drink!

Louis likes it also! lol

All us girlies ^.^

Donna and me

11 days till Perth