New bikini :)

I don't know what one to choose! Stuck between these three!

Soooo nice!

HELP HELP HELP... White one, blue one or multi colour one?!!!

:)

Love the white colour and i like the style of the top half.

LOVE LOVE LOVE this blue one and it's limited edition. Only one of each size in Singapore! but it's not a bikini, hmmmm.

Love the design of this one and the plunging neck line also.

pain....

It's a funny thing....

Update

Can't remember what i did =/

Saturday i went to work in the day then went home and changed. Went over to Vin place, met James and we all had dinner :)

Went to Zouk with, James, Clara, Viv, Mr.Q, Dunstan and a few others. Saw Jar jar and Aloy there! :)

Good night in all ;)

Sunday we ate soul garden, first time... Fun, so filling! and really smelly after -.-.... He got me a giant red loli pop heheh... ^.^

Monday i went to meet Vin and James at there photo shoot thing after i finished work. I reached there about 7+ and they were still shooting, they started at 5am!

It's for Singapore next top model :), the website is supermodelme.tv

The girls looked AMAZING! So tall and SUPER SUPER skinny! The studio was amazing as well... So many cameras and stuff. It's just like Americas next top model :)

Vin and James were dressed as these evil jokers. They had to pretend to do "bad" things to the girls haha....

After the shoot we went to go and eat dinner, chicken rice, tofu and veggies :)

Just found out that I was short listed for Siloso hot bod 2009! OMG!!! I only entered for a laugh, didn't think would get short listed... Vin was also short listed!

Everyone go vote for me, hehehe ^.^ Pretty pleaseeeeee...

You can vote for one girl and one guy every day so vote for, me and Vincent every day PLEASEEEE =D

http://www.silosohotbods.com.sg/

chinese???

What does this mean, can any one translate?? :)

我是真的真的很爱你!!!!!

coincidence??

Hahahha my mum sent this to me lol....

Don't know if this is just a sick coincidence but.... 2007 - Chinese year of the Chicken - Bird Flu Pandemic devastates parts of Asia 2008 - Chinese year of the Horse - Equine Influenza decimates Australian racing 2009 - Chinese year of the Pig - Swine Flu Pandemic kills hundreds of pigs around the globe. Has any one else noticed this???!!!!!!!!!!!!! It gets worse........ next year...... 2010 - Chinese year of the Cock - what could possibly go wrong?

Ok

It really says something now...

New york New york!!

Vin wore the cutest t-shirt ever, so bling bling... superman lol...

Walked all around far east plaza today as it was raining so not a nice day for the zoo :(

Got some new studs for my ears :)

Then went to New york New york for dinner. YUMMY!! They have a pool table so we played pool whilst we waited for our food... VERY VERY GOOD FOOD!!! =D

A little expensive though =/

After we finished the food we sat there and played with the left overs hahaha....

Then i got cotton candy! :)

You can all judge me if you want...

Go ahead.

As long as I'm happy i don't care :)

17 again

Met Vin and went to pasta mania then headed of to buy a new phone as we couldn't get his other one back :(

He got the same phone but this time he got it in gold.... Nice :)

Headed to town after we got the phone, had dinner then we jalan jalan :).... I got a GIANT GRRRRRRRRRRR and he got a mini GRRRRRRRRRRR to hang on his phone lol

( It's a long story hahaha )....

We got tickets to watch 17 again... Wanted to see it for a long time and finally did....

Really nice film... Made me Cry ^.^

I LOVE ZACK EFFRON!!!! Muahahaha

So many nice films coming out that i want to watch!

Ice age 3

Aliens V Monsters

UP

Night at the museum 2

and a lot more =D

Tired, time for bed :)

Happy mummy day :)

Big GRRRRRRRRR

Little GRRRRRRRRR ^.^

oppssss =/

Played pool with Vin and then James met us and we went to popey or something like that at the flyer. Never been there before but the food was so so yummy! =D You must all go and try ok! =D

Went to town yesterday evening and planned to watch a movie but he lost his phone in the taxi :( I tried calling customer service and gave the number plate but after we did that and called Vins phone again it had been turned of, we think maybe the taxi driver took it and kept it >:(... grrrrr..

Went to go and cancel the line and get a new sim card....

Met Kelly yesterday! Missed that girl... Damn cute lol.... Talked so much rubbish with her =D

She said i lost weight and my hair looks nicer!!!! Don't know what girl she was looking at!! =/

Had dinner then went home to my bed :)

I FOUND MY HOUSE KEY!!! Just have faith!!!! ^.^

Cars cars cars!!!!

OMG!!! You got this one?!!!! =D

I get it

Yes i understand....

If you want to,

Say it over and over,

Scream it in my face,

Spit it in my face.

I'm the most selfish person alive..

I don't care about anyone but myself,

I'm stupid, very very stupid.

A liability,

A invalid.

Now we push against each other,

The situation getting worse and worse.

I don't want to be around you and you don't want to be around me....

A downwards spiral...

Messed up so many times before that even the small things can push you over the edge now.

THE STRAW THAT BROKE THE CAMELS BACK.

Throw it in my face, look at me in disgust, tell me how bad i am....

You don't think i don't know I'm a horrible person! What i have done is wrong!?!?!? 

I don't need it thrown in my face every time i see you.

How good the feelings is... to be hitting 19 and be the biggest disappointment around.

I don't want to go back to England, this is my home now.

I'll do anything i can to stay here.

I'm not leaving home again,

Not leaving people i love and care for behind.

But for the time being it's o.k, because no-one in England wants me either. 

They all know what a horrible person i am, so they don't want me either....

So i shall just cry myself to sleep and think,

How I'm stupid and a liability.

Cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry....

i'll cry for as long as i want.

Until my head hurts and my nose runs and i can't cry any more....

Cos now, yes..... even if it is my fault..... I feel like poo.

 I UNDERSTAND......

Yes maybe i do deserve it.......

Your right....

Sorry I'm nothing but a let down...

Please leave the wound now to heel, you have thrown enough salt into it already.

Please....

My blog, my thoughts....

:'(

Feel so down,

Hate my hair,

put on so much weight.....

Feel so ugly now :'(