Fun and games at home...

Last night i grabbed my drink from starbucks and saw Derrick for a while there... 

when i got home it was like stepping into a mad house!....

Was such a funny evening.

From tampons up my nose to bananas and beers in the bathroom lol....

Was a good feast last night :)....

Mama even drew hena on my foot!... :)

Bananas in the bathrom?! 

My mama drew this for me!

:)

Our feast.... :)

Tonight mum is cooking curry...

Aside to CBF and Ken...: FROM SCRATCH! lol

:)

I'm so happy.

I'm back to skating and i LOVE it..

My whole body is aching again but it feels good.. lol

:)

Singapore X-games

Today and yesterday i went to watch the X-games at East coast.

AMAZING!

Was such a good weekend.

Went for dinner on saturday, we all had a feast, with chicken wings, burgers and sugarcane with lemon, Super duper yummy!

Today was the finals, but it rained :( .

Whislt we were waiting for the ground to dry up to see if they could continue the finals we all sat at the lagoon drinking tea and coffee and talking about everything under the sun lol...

Due to the rain though the floor was so wet that the semi-finals couldn't go ahead and they had to take the scores from yesterday.

:(

I want these skates!...

LOVE them!....

Want them, want them, want them!...

These are the skates i want!... No others.....

I was wearing these on Saturday and Sunday, i tried my friends, they are so comfortable and stable!

<3

Tonight i had dinner at lagoon, such a feast!... A good meal....

With Sting ray and all sorts of other stuff thati can't even spell, lol...

To top the day of... Look who i got a picture with!!....

Trav!

=D

Takeshi Yasutoko was there as well!

AMAZING!

Attitude...

What is your bloody problem!....

Arghhhh can't take it, tired or what i don't know, but stop venting it on me!!!!!!

Going down to the X-games now... 

Bye :)

Friday night

Just got home.. 

I went to Barnone at st.james. Met Josh and the crew, it was "Sinceres" birthday... 

( really, that is her name, Sincere, hehe.. cool right ?! )

I had about 5 or 6 different people ask me questions. They all thought i was working there. Hahahha.

They kept asking me if i could let them in and how long would they have to wait and stuff, lol.

Think it was because i was wearing my blazer and talking to Rid, Dino, Apai and all...

I actually didn't drink this, it was Josh's! He wanted me to pose lol

Some of it leaked on to my face ahahhahaha...

Dad called me, told me something, so i went back...

:)

When i went down to pass Rid his stuff, there were these three Western girls trying to get in. They showed Rid their ID. However even i could see how young they were!.. They must of been like 15 maximum!.. They looked so young!

So silly, needless to say, they didn't get in.

I passed Rid his stuff and guess what, he got me chocolates! 

I was so surprised! 

So sweet

:)

I ate three on the way home, hehe...

Sooooo yummy!

Thankyou! 

Watching national treasure: Book of secrets now.

Night night :)

All i want is a thankyou, is that so bloody hard ?!

Our house in Australia... Part 3!

More of the house is done!...

We have a fireplace and doors now! Looking good! :)

Love

Oh, was reading a friends blog and i noticed a saying...

I feel it's very true... 

It's if you have the strength to stay away that is that hard part...

"Love is like a butterfly... Chase it and it will fly away... but stay still and it will come to you"

Films

Yesterday i watched a lot of films online :)

Watched, The orphan, UP, Bruno and i downloaded the hangover :)

Watching get smart now, going to watch slumdog after i think and chat to Wan on skype :)

Tomorrow i'm going to watch Final destination with my loves!.. in 3D! Waaaaa scary stuff :)

Cooked din din tonight...  

Going to watch the rest of my film now.

Byeeeeeee :)

Better

I do feel better from letting that out ^.^

Temper control

ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sorry..

Just needed to vent that out, before i blow up at someone i shouldn't!

Why is it that when someone is wrong, they can't admit it, they just walk away from the situation and point fingers at others!?!?!....

When all you want to do is talk and explain.!!!...

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, i'm frustrated...

Got in SO much trouble from a certain someone because of another certain someone venting their stress on me!....

Must keep my cool.... I'm NOT going back to England... and i WILL prove you wrong that i am a good person..

I'm trying my god damn best at the moment.. I really am...

Don't comment.. I jsut need somewhere to let of steam... So that i can come back with a smile on my face and all happy happy...

Urban skate

Ok, quickly let me rant and rave....

I AM independent ok!.... Well i can be... and what is wrong with discussing things !??!

Arghhh..... Sort it out!...

Grow up!

Ok, on a happier note, i feel great.. :)

Friends are all around me and it's all hunky dory... Dr.Riduan said i have to go see a Dr though if my caugh doesn't get better... Hahha....

It's not really a cough though.. In the middle of the night, two nights in a row, i woke up with a really horrible tickle in my thorat, and i cough and cough but it just wont go away, grrr....

Last night i was up at 2am AGAIN, because i couldn't sleep....

Messaged Ridaun at 2am complaining haha...

Sooooooo the weekend has just passed and we went urban skating!. ( i wanted to go to Chris, CBF, leaving party but i had agreed to go skating months and months and monthsssssss ago, so i coulnd't back out last minute )

However, it was good fun :)

At one point i was laughing so hard at vivian going up the hill that i couldn't het up the hill myself lol....

We skated all the way from, East coast McDonalds to Butter factory... :)

At one point Eddy skated of whilst we were skating, behind him, and we all went to hide in the toilets lol..... When he turned around he couldn't see us ahhahah....

Alex and i are thinking once a month we plan an urban skate.... but we shall plan different places to go... :)

I want my new skatesssssssssssss.... Found them :)

Keat and i are planning when to watch Bruno!!!...

It's out now!

=D

I want to watch up as well!... Was supposed to watch with the "family" but everyone has been really really busy :(

Queens hair has gone BRIGHT red !! Looks great though,

Look!

and...

CBF................................. IS LEAVING TOMORROW :'(

Omg, going to miss my Gay Chinese best friend lol....

Uberrrrrr sad....

HUGGLES CHRIS!!!

REMEMBER YOUR ASIAN PRIDE!..

;)

More pics to come :)

Stay tuned!!!!!!!

;)

Dreams and nightmares

Last night was horrid..

I didn't sleep well at all.

I had a horrible dream/nightmare....

Two people were in it. Three including me.

It was some kind of house and my parents had left. C had moved in with all his friends and he wouldn't come near me when i tried to talk to him. Then the house turned into some kind of hotel thing. Whilst waiting for the lift to my room "HE" was there, just watching me. Then C turned up as well.... The other one vanished and i was trapped with C... I tried talking to C and he flipped.. .

Went mental and started thrashing out at me...

Horrible dream..

Woke up at 3am in a really hot flush and all teary.

:(

Takin back my love

Go ahead

just leave

can't hold you, you're free

you take all these things if they mean so much to you

i gave you your dreams

cause you ment the world

so did i deserve to be left and hurt

you think i don't know

you're out of control

and then i'm findin' all of this from my boys

girl you're still cold you saving souls

you already know i'm not a touching material

i give it all up, but i'm taking back my love,

i'm taking back my love,

i'm taking back my love,

i've given you too much,

but i'm taking back my love,

i'm taking back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love

what did i do?

but give love to you

i'm just confused

as i'm staying here look at you

in front of your face

all is about me

go ahead keep your keys

its not what i need from you

you think that's enough

ENRIQUE "i do"

you made your self calm

ENRIQUE " oh yeah

how could you believe

i'm your girl

you're out of control

ENRIQUE "so what"

how could you let go

ENRIQUE "oh yeh"

don’t you know I’m not attached to material

I give it all up,

but I’m taking back my love,

I’m taking back my love,

I’m taking back my love,

I’ve given you too much,

but I’m taking back my love,I’m taking back my love, my love, my love

so all this love, I gave you take it away

you think material’s the reason I came

if I had nothing would u want me to stay?

you keep your money take it all away

I give it all up,

but I’m taking back my love,

I’m taking back my love,

I’m taking back my love,

I’ve given you too much,

but I’m taking back my love,

I’m taking back my love, my love, my love, my love, my love

Hot cross buns

Found this :)

Made me smile.. 

My version of "hot cross buns".. 

It was my first ever time ok! 

:)

Our house in Australia! part 2

The house is really looking like a house now!..

It has glass windown and a staircase!

=D

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

What is wrong with some people?!?!?

All i ever did was try to be nice!...

Lend a shoulder,

Offer support,

Be there,

Listen.

Does it hurt to just have a simple conversation ?!?!?.....

Some people need to grow up and have adult conversations, not run away from "problems" that THEY are causing!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!